20071231

明天回了

明天要回KL了,现在是在试东西.

夜了,晚安,再见.

20071228

十二月

十二月即将完毕
我的假期也即将结束
好舍不得..心情也低低沉沉了
我的十二月,过得真开心
之前我说要多多说我做了些什么..有何活动之类的
可是每次先说的,到后来我都办不到,呵呵..有点不好,不好意识
我现在也不懂要说什么
嗯..还是让我想想先,想到再来.


20071222

汤圆

回来要说:我没事了
之前有事?没有.
刚吃了汤圆,我有分搓的,所以不错,呵!
有两色:白与粉红-->红白配(我姐说)
二一岁,吃了二一粒,
农历是二二岁哦,那我要不要多吃一粒勒?

!!!~

不甘心
不是很爽
不是很甘愿
还是有点伤心
欧科啦,没有得再来,下次再加加油!

20071219

突然

常常会发生很多突然间..
比方说: 天空突然,
下起很大很大地雨,尽管前一秒的阳光多耀眼,
你完全无法预料会下雨,更没想到会下到降大,就像星期一下午发生的那样.
一人突然,
肚子饿或突然肚子痛想上厕所;
(却突然发现厕纸都完了,哈哈!)
突然,
你很有想法,你想要告诉全世界
突然,
你心情低落,心情这东西很难测,不要问我为什么
突然,
你一句话也不想说,或你很想找人说话

好像我,会突然,
想买件青/绿色的衣服; 想要件过膝紧身牛仔裤:
想要有个手提袋,想要的..一箩箩(当然,只是想,突然的想,所以只有刹那间的想)
觉得累,想睡觉;
拿桶装水抹我的橱;
想出国,圣诞老人听见吗?
就带我去台湾吧,在今年的最后一天,31Dec07
我们去那边跨年,听通宵音乐,迎接08年的日出,
连有黑眼圈都被你说成是甜蜜留下的..(呵,如果只存在一天,那就无所谓!)
也好像..突然,很想見你。你说的.呵呵~
突然,发起白日梦来.
噢,不对,现在不是白天,还没睡觉,那..应该是发起黑夜梦! 哈!

20071218

三只猫

三只猫.一只猫妈妈,两只猫小孩.
两只小猫中,一只白,一只黑,所以我称它们猫小白和猫小黑.
看了它们一下,就一下.
猫猫也有猫猫的世界,不过也一样贪玩.
猫小黑和猫小白喜欢穿过两个砖块之间那个'洞',
从A点钻进B点钻出.从东钻到西.从南钻到北.其实那距离就一个手掌般远.
一直不停重复着..
钻出来,又向长得最高的那根草儿扑去,多数扑空,好像在学习捕捉猎物似的.
过不久,猫小黑不知从哪里飞出来,跑到很快地跳跃过猫小白.
它好象有点得意,却惹祸了猫小白,它转个身向它反攻.
此时,猫阿妈也在,它懒洋洋地躺在不被太阳晒到的地方.连动都显得费力.
看来年纪上的差距是有分别的.它再也不是胡闹好奇的小猫了.以升级当猫阿妈了.
不懂是不是在观察它们,照顾它们,或什么.毕竟我非猫阿妈.

噢,阿咪说总共有四只小猫,两黑两白.
奇怪,我每次都只看到两只,现在出现的也只有两只.哪来四只? 另外两只难道害羞躲在屋后啦?
忘了说,它们都在我家庭院里.
我们并没有养猫,不知什么时候开始它们开始住进我们家,可能因为叔叔给他们吃的吧!(其实,降也算养了吧?!)
没错的话,开始好像两只,后来一只不知所踪,另一只却变出四只来.
我从不懂谁是猫阿爸,好像从没出现过. 不过,我可以猜测它是黑灰的,不然哪来猫小黑.这是基因缘故.

说了降久,也忘了说,其实我并不喜欢猫,小猫还好,可也并不怎么喜欢.
但我却有一件印有猫涂案的衣和手机套.我也不知道为什么.

晚上时,它们有出现了.这次同样只有三只猫,一只猫阿妈,和两只猫小孩.
没有改变,活动也没变,重复着下午我瞧见的.
不断不断的重复着,没有感到厌倦,只有乐在其中.

20071214

熊猫

熊猫本身很可爱,应该很受大家欢迎.
我虽然没见过它们,但我想我也是会觉得它们可爱的,
可是,一旦熊猫字眼可以套在我身上时,
那时多么伤心及讨厌之事!!!
呜..有看过我流眼泪吗?
现在就流,呜呜呜..

20071212

人生十四个之最

有天我在一间卖礼品店里看见一'张'挂饰品, 写着十四个人生之最:

人生最大的敌人是自己
人生最大的失败是自大
人生最大的无智是欺骗
人生最悲哀的是嫉妒
人生最大的错误是自弃
人生最大的罪过是自欺欺人
人生最可怜的性情是自卑
人生最可佩服的是__进
人生最大的破产是绝望
人生最大的债务是人情债
人生最大的礼物是宽恕
人生最大的缺欠是悲智
人生最大的欣慰是布施

不错..

20071210

四手联弹

新一代音乐家在这里,哈哈!

学了两首,圣诞歌和美女与野兽的前奏..有机会表演给你们听听,现在应该还记得一半..呵呵!俩个师傅,教导有方.

会乐器的人好像很爽..常常听人家说弹钢琴的很有气质,我也认同..就假扮一下,当当两秒的钢琴家 :)

如果会乐器和有把好嗓子让我选择,嗯..我想我会选择后者,降我就能尽情地唱你们的歌,哈哈..

四天三夜之旅

上个星期去了槟城玩..降快回来几天了.
计划从两天一夜(很早就觉得不可能,太赶) 到三天两夜
延长到最后的四天三夜..哈哈..不过真是个愉快的旅程!
很累但也很好玩..
都是他们啦,傻傻的,一直笑,
坐车笑,拍照笑,爬山笑,睡前笑,吃饭时也笑..
呵呵,只有我最正经了..可爱的弟弟妹妹,我可不是傻婆哦!
不过,真的很谢谢她家人,热情接待,还有我朋友带我们去这么多地方,驾车的她,应该最累.
我们去了很多旅游胜地走走,没有走完,我看也走到七七八八了..

原本也计划直接去吉打一趟的,但因为一些因素,还是改次吧!
朋友,没关系,真的..不过会记得你说的一年,哈哈,得空就提醒你,好好笑!!

快乐时间总是过得特别快,这是名人爱因斯旦说的.哈哈..还记得.
那时我们都会降觉得..改天再去玩吧!

20071130

第一个星期过了

我回家一个星期了,第一个星期很容易就过了,可以说是眨眼就过了.
感觉每天都有东西做一样..
回来的第一天晚上不待在我房,在我姐那边听歌
听我刚买回来的精选专辑,帮她剪剪纸..
她买的新speaker好厉害, 现在我爸我姐都有很劲的音响了.
隔天我好像有出去.
过后,有去槟城 和海边.
我的懒惰性格又发作了..
早几天开始看一套日剧, 日本版的花样少男少女
我每回看都会从戏里面拿些东西来说说.
现在还剩三集,等下就看完它.
那天我翻看几页,<在天堂里遇见的五个人>,迟些要读的一本书.
朋友好像陆陆续续回来了..
得空找时间见个面,喝杯茶,谈谈天吧!
有活动要邀我哦~

20071129

小蛋糕


呵呵..刚刚吃下这两块蛋糕(和家人,不是我单吃啦!),
secret recipe的,一个叫marble cheese cake,另外一个不知道叫什么.
是我姐买回来的,好好吃哦,真开心,刚才看情谜黑森林时突然想吃..
有得吃小蛋糕,或雪糕就会开心哦!
啦啦啦啦 啦啦啦啦 啦啦啦啦啦啦


早几天也吃到雪糕了,可惜我忘了拍下来..哎呀!

一二三四..五湾

大家早!
我想我要来说说我的旅程了吧
看我还记得多少..哈哈
最近还真的蛮懒惰,回来家都比较懒惰,比较爱睡,
比较脾气差,比较不会想似的,比较心情转变大,比较..
也是在家时,常常会听到怨言不满等等之言谈
我很容易被周围影响啊,所以..我也不想的..呵呵!
好,回归正题,
去了班台玩,它位置于'路木'之前,'色第亚湾'之前之前之前吧,在下去好像是怡保了瓜
在班台与路木之间就有五湾七湾..大概是这样,
我地理还不错吧,地理小姐,如果你有看的话,要记住哦!啊..它们都在霹雳里面.
还有,五湾七湾指的是第五个及第七个湾,这应该猜的到,因为有朋友说这叫commen sense.
还没到达前,比到达后还要好笑精彩
沿途中,要验证你的气力有多好,因为有几长的路,你就会笑几久,
气短一点都不行,你会没有力..
很搞笑的依旧讲话很好笑,当然帅的还是降帅(一个如赌神般的帅)
重点应该是五湾(第一次去)吗?嗯..
那是海边,所以有海,沙,树木..太阳直晒,
下回要不准备SPF超高的防晒膏,要不就带把超大把的雨伞去,
降就不怕会被晒黑或中暑了(先说,是我自己也很怕晒太阳哦)
嗯..不错,好玩,过后就累,要休息.
下次也要说说什么假期计划,转变,活动..
年尾将近,到时应该会做个总结,,就好像乐坛会有颁奖典礼一样.
这里没有奖杯,主角只有我而已嘛,一人怎样拿降多奖..哈哈,废话连篇.

20071128

想不到题目..晚安

今天有个很好玩也蛮累的旅程,明天我才来讲讲呕科

原来今天也是怪兽的生日,生日快乐,金属男人.

我要去休息了.晚安.

懒惰就是降的咯!呵呵!

安全抵达,无窜无烂..

20071125

没什么

嗯..之前考试时想法写法都像有些怪怪..(我其实还很正常!),还有几些个人想法没有写出,等我又想回时就会出现了.
现在也没什么,闲着过来这里逛逛,
回来几天,再想想之前几星期,
还好有你们陪伴,
我的你们包括了好多好多,有生命和没生命的
有:音乐(我的好好陪伴者),收音机(听听新歌),手机(温暖的阿爸阿咪声),朋友们(聊聊打屁,讲笑话给我听虽然我不觉得很好笑,准备家庭餐..),烂烂的网线(没有它就无法读我好友的部落格,看他们的写作让我轻松三下),抱枕(它的好处不只是能抱..呵呵), ..等
改天再来.

20071123

回家啦!

回家,我又回到我家啦! 还已睡一晚了.
原本应该有很多东西想说,可是突然没有东西讲啦.
原本也想谈谈我这次的考试的,过了都不懂几天了,算了吧,懒得再提.
原本也想提提我考完怎样过,可是我又真的很懒惰说,回家就要懒惰..哈哈,有满足也有不满足之处.
原本也想说说我回来的车程,因为有故障发生,但我都回到家了..不用再说了.

回到我亲爱的家.

[听完年轻就要对味]

20071116

扯关系

好感度上升..
好感度上升..
不停的上..
快要沸腾了,
那么快,我的鸡蛋已经煮熟了.

好感-沸腾,有关系吗?没有
沸腾-鸡蛋,有关系吗?一些些

没什么,我心血来潮想替它们扯关系.
也把是乱乱扯哦,
我不会把它扯到尸米上,虽然我们关系密切,
跟随我好几年,要我抛弃它还真舍不得呢.
好像刚才降,说到热情,我们异脑同思的扯到沙漠上,
它们之间有关系吗?不见得.

在我的国度里,没有很多规定,
虽然没有规定,还是会有原则,
别说:没有原则,就是我的原则,那太没原则了.
原则不是限制,而是一种保护.
要懂得变通,也要讲求原则.(这是抄袭的)

留言一

看到下雨天,决定要回应.
很棒,很想说上这一句:棒!
不,在之前看到德文也有要献上一句吓吓.
过后,华文者越来越多,越看越爽.越来越感动.
抱歉,这不全然关于你.也不是你贡献.
再过后,看到华盛顿,很是激动
不是因为他直毛,而是我曾想过他为何不坦白说实话,只因他不是华盛顿,怪不了他.
看到鸡,不明它何以降受落,没什感觉,可能它不是海豚.
不喜欢吃肉的肉食者,所以肯德鸡倒闭也好,好让多些鸡只活存下来.
过后的下雪天,如果没有它,就不会想起热太阳.
再后来,太厉害,忍不到.但就是少什么.找不到.
到最后,喝啤酒,是冷天是热天,是深夜是白天,是静静无寂还是音乐作伴,还是什么都不是.
有部戏的女主角告诉我:天天上完班回到家坐在后廊上喝的第一口啤酒感觉就棒!
嘻,就这样,一次留尽.留在哪?我这里. 141107


(很神气,我每次看到时没人回应,或一两个而已,转头再看,都有吓坏人的数字.而且常是我意想不到的那篇.)

(..如有雷同,纯属巧合..又让我激动了两秒,哈) 161107

皇心不负有心人啊

哈哈,你相信皇心真的不负有心人吗
由于种种状态,让我碰上难上加难的情况,
我还是试了又试,
虽然成功机率超超超极低,
但每次一旦成功,就会让我感到很兴奋,
就会觉得很神气,真是神气噢
嘻嘻哈哈..
兴奋归兴奋,太兴奋我会忘记,太紧张也会忘记
但是别对我唱忘记哦!
也因为种种状态,我很难像以往般临场发表,
为了不令灵感小姐白走一趟,我如今多数会记录她告诉我的.

刚刚看到那些对话已让我受不住小喊,过后看到的让我快要爆喊!!
今天我去台中亞緻飯店看看餐廳環境
要搭電梯下樓時

電梯門打開竟然是阿信!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
只有阿信一人阿 >////////<
啊..................................................!
竟然会发生如此难以置信之事!
常发生的,对他不会觉得有什么,期待不大
也正因为没有发生过,所以才会降激动..
啊,我已经语无伦次了..
常说的我就不多说啦,但这里没有人说,
我不说不行,我不知道之前有说过的'马上写'的话,
知道后,你改说马上动手写,不代表马上发表噢
原来是有后幕的,高招高招,呵.
这么用心的写,我很难随便看看,
所以我都用心去看.
正如我常会用心去看一样,
你可以说我实在太认真了吧,
有时我真的是.呷呷呷..
其实,也不是常说的就不说啦,
我还是想插一只脚进去说说,
只是要说无法说或说不出罢了,呜..
看,就是这样
前言不对后语
我知道啊,我就是这样.

P/S: 如果皇天真的不负有心人,那么现在的我在幻想着.. :)

20071113

相似不相同

课业給了我很大的启示
每每叫我们要懂得运用懂得联系,
我有,
我把它连到生活上.
它说:
声音从一个点出发,
抵达双耳的时间声量不相同
但却不会因此而断定是两个声音
反之会自动化的连成一声
因为它们相似
相似度可大可小
就是有相似之处.
正因为有相似,
把彼此都联系起来.让彼此变得更强.
除非完全不相同.


还好只是相似,而不是相同.
不然也许会可悲.不然..我猜测你不会多加了解,多加认识.

震撼力

那震撼度,
非三言两语能说出,
当然五言四语,十言九语也不能,
重要的不是数量,因为
真的非言语能解释,
就像那种有感心脏负荷不来一样,
需要用你手来抚按你心来缓和那感受..
这样还不够,
你还会发出'嘶'..再接'啊'一声.
就是有这般震撼力.
震撼人心的力量.

鱼乾女-|弹|

多亏有你,在我做什么都感不对的时候,弹出来
哈哈..让我哈哈大笑一顿
在我快发疯前救我一把
咦..........呃..........啊..........噢..........唔..........
哗啦啦啦啦..我不是鱼乾女.
我不会是蛇女;
我不会是乌龟女;
我不会是轮胎女;
我不会是无脸女;
但,这一刻..我 只是个普通女.

蚂蚁

它总是来得无声,总是来的无息,
抵挡不住,

抗拒不了.
它来得自然,也来得大胆,
招架不住,

摆脱不了.
你束手无策,可恶之上,无奈之下,
只好任由它袭击.(/攻击?)


臭蚂蚁啊,你竟敢来吃我的蜜糖!
还好我已解决了你们,
就是当做看不见你们,哈哈~


20071108

很快..

我一直说很快..
很快就过了..
很快..
它有因为我说的很快而变快吗?
原来,我想您.
我的家.

你很坏 :p

你很坏! 你很坏吔!
就在我没吃当儿,告诉在喝咖啡吹冷气!
也不过是咖啡店吃午餐罢了,哇哈哈!
你真坏!你竟然降对我!!
哈哈,你很坏.
你还是很坏,不过我不气.
一点都不气.
还在一边笑.
真是让人感到温馨.

20071107

米老鼠 让我照顾你 超人 生命有一种绝对 人生海海 而我知道 终结孤单 武装 倔强 一千个世纪 我又初恋了 恋爱ING 拥抱 温柔 宠上天 天使 爱情万岁 快乐很伟大 最重要的小事 麦乱来 好不好 OK啦 戆人 I LOVE U无望 借问众伸明 叫我第一名 未来 听不到 心中无别人 我们(时时刻刻) 永远的永远 知足 嘿我要走了 晚安地球人 离开地球表面 私奔到月球 TO FIND MY PARADISE 神的孩子都在跳舞 风若吹 透露 在这一秒 生活





.................................我决定 崇拜

20071105

迟了很多天才放得上

哈,明天就是考试的第一天了
我的考试就要开跑了
只要一开始,就是要考完了啦! 呵!
我朋友今天说我这次看来比较认真
是这样吗?我好像不认同
我说只是没有像之前降紧张..嗯..是之前之前 :P
(早前曾跟朋友说过我像没以前降看重考试了,或说..总之是有别与前.她也是. -唯独一样的是,还是希望要考好些-
后来,好像说了,我们都到另一个阶段了.比较会看开?呵~)
(其实考试也只不过是考试,就这样.没有考试,很多人可能就不回拿书来读.这样不行哦, 为了让我们这些不自动自发会读书的,考试还是需要哦.哈,不会欠骂吧!)
她说我每次看我都好像不用读书
哈,还是头一回听人家降说
人人都只会说我很勤力
或者我不用怕的啦,因为我会的..
更好笑的是当我说我伤心因为要回来KL了
有人竟然说我会吗?我不是很喜欢读书吗?!
啊..!晕掉.
当然我并没有讨厌读书,可是也没喜欢到这种程度啦
读书也有爽的时候,
不过为了考试一下要读降多
不,是还要记降多,明白要来得及外,记忆也不可太糟糕勒.
这样的感觉不太好.
我希望我每次出来考场都是天气晴朗
还在考试的人,祝好运
好运等于好成绩吗?
降,我也祝成绩理想.有谁不想.


喔..这是考前写的

却放不上来,就留了下来.
过后的都难产..哈!
现在三科已过,心情天天在变化.

快快考完勒.

20071027

2610xx 无题+多题

2610xx
这数目很特别
从我国中至高中
身边都是这数目
但似有缘又似缘不足
只因我的不够好

时光机并不存在

像是个搞砸专家
没什在我手上活得久
电脑,手电,手机..
不过转到我手时也已是有伤在身
唯独那手把是意外..哈,不好意识
不细心是真的
所以看漏多多,丢失多多,
损失甚重.
有失比有得.

太深不明白 简单不易来

有言会想吐出来
要不然,挤太多,谁人懂
轻者消化不良 重者怪病缠身
有进必有出.这才平衡.近期之感.

突然有感,其实我们都很乖
不带麻烦回来,或不让你们操心
却让我多加伤心.疑心

曾有一时过得很平稳很健康
平稳得开心,也平稳得差点把你们忘
这不像是我所要,因你们生活更精彩!
希望五年后仍能依旧记得相约
毕竟太遥远的很难说
幸运遇见一颗星,让我知道世界存有希望
平静许多.感激.

我觉有不错自制能力,亦也有失控时候
书读了多少 还在此逗留
人人都说可以,不可让你们失望
也不要败给我自己

怕输怕受伤
+自信好像给了你忘了我

今天时间过得比平常快

我得专心去.迟些再见.

I believe, music & u <©:musiQ>

\\ 哈,今天你是壯烈的信偵探柯南! :p

20071023

大明星

大明星很红,处处可见他的足迹
他的新闻,他的名字天天上报
他能出名,不是偶然,是靠努力
虽说大明星,并不是时时顺利
有次某个事件把他从山顶掉到谷底
好像搞到差点崩溃
对于此事,他不多加解释
也许公司下命令不得多言吧
虽然如此,我相信这风波不会把他打倒
只会锻炼得越来越强!
大明星也是个普通人一名,会累会发脾气..
希望他有多点时间休息
虽是大明星,但他的亲和力很不错
赢得大家的支持,所以人人都喜欢大明星.
^^我也不例外*yeah

嗯..有天它突然跑进我脑海里:
就是有关上篇的
其实全部都有联系吧
当有首好曲子碰上够味的歌词
有机的让适合的歌声唱出
把它构成一个漂亮的画面
便轻易地把那感觉给带出来
这就变成了完美的演绎啦!! =>

不然,你能想象费玉清唱周杰伦的牛仔很忙吗?
肯定怪怪地..
或是..啊,想没有.
很难做比较,除非同首歌由不同人来唱,那也许可以
以前科学有学的呀,什么pemboleh ubah(有分几种,我忘了)
必须有其中一个被'固定'来证实它是否影响成果,大概是酱^^

"对,我决定我也觉得比较好听,一开始听时就喜欢了
不过生命不能承受的轻也不错,是越听越不错
呵呵,我到那天才发现原来是同曲不同词"

20071021

176

为什么放176?
没为什么,在进来前都没想过
看到175,不就放176
因为是我家门牌,
这样可以吧!
现在什么都可以乱来的啦..
就像作末好好一只狗叫阿猪(刚在阿姐房间看到那一幕)
所以没什么好为什么..
又看到有人提到张雨生,又是天天想你,
顶不顺!结果就去找来听听看,哈!
刚播完了..没什么注意听,终于明白为何没几个人能唱的起他的歌
不,是他的key :))
说起来,也顺便问问:
你们听歌会特别注意或注重什么的吗?
歌曲?
歌词?
歌声?
都不是..难道是感觉?
或是那首歌带来的画面?
不定?
其实只是纯粹问问
并不是什么心理测验
所以不会有解答.呵呵..

一天到晚游泳的鱼也完了..还是没什注意听
刚过的是疯狂世界,五月天的.
这首一点都不疯狂,好听.
不过,世界的确有些疯狂..哈哈哈哈
我又要重播了..(早上突然在我房间点的歌)(因为说她房没开电脑)(晕掉)
看到坐在那边,有点突然,还真有些吓到.啊! 呵..

几时?

会喜欢五月天应该是受我姐影响
先发现他们的应该是我哥
当时他和他在货车(=VAN?)里开着听
忘了什么时候开始喜欢的
也忘了什么时候喜欢阿信比较多,呵!
是有喜欢吗?有!
就只是没到疯狂而已
我酱说应该没错.
你们这次来,我会去.

碰巧

昨天,
喂!作末一直昨天,
就不能今天吗?

你想贡虾密?哈哈..不关紧要..只是随便说说罢了,呵!
xx
从没想到还会有酱多碰巧
至少不是在这篇之前,看完以前..
还好,并没有让我睡不著觉,
倒下去,没多久就什么事都不知道了 :p

20071020

断了

前天,我的鞋带断了..
碰巧的是,上个星期的同一天,我的朋友祯的鞋带同样断了.
不同的是,她走山路而断,我却是走平路..

昨天,要好好读书,
过程一直断断续续(哈哈,这是什么话?)
还是得说,有比平时(早几天)努力读,虽然读的一点都不多,呵..
以前老早就担心到不知该怎么说
相对于现在的镇定..
嗯,对于这种镇定,也是多了份担心..
到底什么时候才会停止担心,我不太懂.


思绪被打断怎么解说??

20071015

我们


可爱的一张图案..好像可爱的我们..呵呵!

20071012

苏丹街


这就是我从小到大住的那条街..苏丹街..名字很有架势吧 :>

这张相是有天回家时从车内用手机拍下的,还不错勒..当时车还在走动着..我按扭时估计可以拍到路牌..真的也..呵呵!


(最近,拍个有的没的,喜欢拿着手机左拍右拍,不是要炫我的电话(其实我爸的:P),只是想把经过之处拍一拍,有了这些功能不用不是更怪,因为是太平,有人在旁,所以还OK,之后也可以让没看过太平的看几眼)

20071011

得士高


回来太平..去了两趟,第一次吃了一顿丰富的..哈哈..走没两下..
第二次比较用心点..懂了有手表店,鞋店,礼品店,watson,handphone booth, jombali, kfc..还有SECRET RECIPE..没想到太平也降厉害勒.. :>








^Secret Recipe ^
偶尔去去还可以,常去会哭坏钱包 T_T

你说

你说为什么
到底为什么我辛辛苦苦写出来的会
无缘无故不见了
啊..要把我气死
我不会再写第二遍

你会有降经验吗?
把东西写好后却又删掉;明明写好却没寄不出去
把到嘴边的话吞进肚里;很想说却又没法说出来
现在连写都消失掉..真是怪
傻人说傻话..

[..]

那天妙手仁心大结局说些特别的..

我记得犹如以下:

[你为什么不骗他]

[你认为我骗的了酱聪明的他]

[你又怎知道他不愿一直被你骗去]

在旁边的那位非常赞同.


[小时候,天真到不怕天高地厚..多简单]

[也许我们每个人都很简单,只是我们把事情想得太复杂了]

[谁不想如此,但身边的人有谁能够例外]


人很奇怪,你说人人不同,但有不见的是,

当你真正认识用心去认识时,你会发现其实人人好象没两个样..

可能大家采取的表达方式有别,呈现的感觉不同吧..所以被理解也一样不同.

20071003

迟早出事..

想一想,数一数..
从开学之今,好象从没早睡过..(虽然对别人可能是早)
而且是越睡越迟..
不管是忙是闲..
惨啦..生理钟坏掉啦..
现在没事..但迟早出事..
啊啊.. .. .. .. ..

~~~~~~~~~~~~
同样一个洞..
不会再次掉进去..
不要咯..
这是提醒加警告!


20070926

中秋节快乐

祝大家中秋节快乐!
虽然并没什么庆祝,或是提灯笼
但今天还算是个开心的一天..
那小小月饼..好吃
朋友妈妈做的月饼也好好吃..
还是要多散播'开心'种子..
好让身边的人得以感受..
你的开心也会形成我开心.. :)
我开心希望你也一样开心哦~
笑一个吧!

20070924

你<---->我

你我总是有距离
你希望不被遗忘
你希望得到注目
你总是等待别人
你喜欢一起欢乐
你享受有被需要
..............
这些我一样有同感
只是你的有些过度
你的依赖比他人高
你想要的比他人多
你比他人更自怜
你比他人更敏感
很抱歉
我真的有点难接受
你同时让我感辛苦
我不会再多加理会
我已尽出我所能了
不适合就是不适合
..............

害怕为自己做选择

[ 犹豫做选择,是一种躲避错误和逃避责任的方法, 因为, 这些犹豫做出选择的人认为, 如果不做决定,就不会有错误.] -马尔兹-

在人生过程中,绝大部分的选择权都握在自己手上,
但是,通常我们害怕为自己做选择,
因此,习惯性将这些选择权交给别人,
全权教授与别人来为自己做决定.

因为,我们担心一旦做出选择,
是好,是坏,都必须由自己全权负责,
因为,我们担心,一旦做出选择,
就会让自己从此失去抱怨和错怪别人的理由.


对我来说, 说得很对..
以后要更加勇敢去面对..

有一种人..

当看见他们
他们像会赐人力量
他们象是很少烦恼忧愁一样
让你觉得想笑..心情开朗
让你觉得其实事情很简单
让你深思为何他们可以降简单

你会觉得他们很厉害很棒
我遇见了这样的一种人.

有些时候..有些东西

有些时候
是不需要理由的
是不必有答案的

有些东西
是无法解释的
是没有原因的


也有些时候有些东西
不知道比知道来得好

模模糊糊清清楚楚
你会往哪一个方向..

20070914

confusing..

i am always not stable..
i am still confusing about myself
i am still searching for myself
that's why..

wow..

how long is my previous post..
without realising, i have written in so long
and yet not writing out all i want to express

most of the time,
we might be doing things without realising and consiously
and it is still so voluntary

how u wished she could asked for ur help
how u wished u had offered to help
and how u wished she turned to u
and trusted at u after all that had happened
i think everyone would have the same thought
just that u succeed by the end, get everything in ur dreams..

ya..i remembered
i remembered how u had helped me find the shoe
that needed to bring to singapore when they told us we cant wear sport shoe
how we have looked for it over the whole kolej, every block and every floor
and finally found it..and i just wore it once..hehe..
i know even is not me, u will also do the same, u has such a kindness in ur heart, am i right?
i remembered that was also another time
we repeated the same thing but were to look for a televisyen which can watch badminton competition
ya..i remembered..
i would want u to know that i felt comfortable whenever with u
and just so sorry when i cant let u know what am i thinking and why am i acting so
i keep alot inside me..and i am used to it
dont have to be trying to talk to me when there is nothing much to say
i like the silence sometimes more than words
sharing the silence moment together comfortably
and of course if u also can feel comfortable for that, and i hoped u do
i appreaciate our friendship..among all..and hope that u know it too..or i can tell u one day
although i called u siaopo..hehe..laugh more* until the next door come and knock the door..kaka
ya..i will remember..
thanks for the companionship..yeah!
first time intoducing u into my story..hoho..

so tiring at this moment..

just as my title has meant..
feel so tiring at this particular moment although i m not quite sure about the reason
i forced myself not to sleep at noon few days ago..
no..i should not say forced..it should be willingly and not wanting me to sleep
or most accurately i failed to sleep
because i was so drawn to the story borrowed from my friend
it's not really so suspicious after all..yet i still wanting to know how are they going on after that n that..
hehe..how crazy i am..just to adam n fluer..
i felt not sleepy at all when reading it..n of course so drawn to the wounded hero too.. :p
it would just appeared in the imagination but not in reality i should understand about that..

or is it due to the first time steeping into the clinic and the observation room..
what a good experience to us..so different when facing the real patient..
but in the meantime also making me think how few knowledge i have in hand /mind
it is true to say i have not really making enough effort in my studies..linking them to the cases
to know the results subjectively beside objectively test..
to applied what have learnt in class to clinic..and not just for examination purpose
and i have know so little about my future profession and carrier..
we really have to be more proffesional to let people knowing why we are needed
instead of just knowing how to operate the equipment which anyone also can have done it
ya..we have the skills that are more than others and we must master it well..not forgeting the knowledge
if not for our own good but also for the future of the child..
who depend much on us to help..ya..think more about that..

i think must be my mind still running during my sleep last night..i seem not waking up till now..
my eyes were telling me they cant open it fully..oh no..so bad they are..
woo..so dislike this state..how nice it would be if a cheerful u is still beside me la..hehe..
suddenly thinking of u..hehe..still practising yoga i wonder? but it is a good exercising..keep it on..
quite loosing contact with u after last semester break
but i believe u will be everything all right, am i right?
i am always the kind of person that will never that the lead but there is times of exception
i think i am so used to be waiting..

i m not really knowing what i am writing about..
i need to rest now..and have my lunch after that..
they are in puasa month..bt not i..
please make more dish for us if not please make a bigger portion..
so that enough for us..thanks so much..not meant to be unkind to u all..
forgive me for my own selfishness..
if not in this case..

20070905

nonverbal communication

一张相片说出了一切
一个眼神说出了一切
一个动作说出了一切

..communication..
it can be done nonverbal-ly
with meaningful-ly
of course with intentional-ly..

oops..
do u all teach nonverbal communication skill?
is it preverbal skill?
emm..
language--->communication ?!
ya..if u can speaks..
the paralinguistic (or metalinguistic?) enhance the meaning..


摄影




充满回忆的

森林..依然存在..

20070903

tada, kimi wo aishiteru



<现在只想爱着你>
改编自-恋爱写真-..很不错的一部戏..
套别人说的一句,保持一贯日式作风..
我就是喜欢,喜欢他们的拍摄方式,
他们的画面,他们运用的色彩.
他们的对白..



当中有句话很有印象..
-想让我喜欢的人所喜欢的人喜欢我- (syntax/semantic complex?!)
令男主角吓呆..呵呵..他呆呆的蛮可爱..



女主角好可爱好美哦..即使是戴着眼镜时..
她眼睛漂亮..可爱的笑容..天真的笑容..
想看NANA2..娜娜,奈奈还是一样吗?



看到市川拓司,觉得很熟悉..
原来也是<现在很想见你> 的原著,同样是我喜欢的一部日影..
下次得去找找他的作品,他的书..



生涯ただ一度のキス、ただ一度の戀
一生一次的吻, 一生一次的愛



20070902

爱哭

我并不是爱哭的
我不哭..

我并不是软弱的
我做得到..

我并不是傻瓜
我还是搞不懂

不能说的秘密

秘密不是都不能说的吗?说出了还算秘密?!

看了<不能说的秘密>,
嗯,好看..有意想不到的故事情节.
更另你佩服的是周杰伦的厉害, 他做了很多人做不到的事..
首次当导演,又是原创故事, 可以弄出一部很棒的戏;
又是创作型歌手,他的才华不用多说.
不得不赞赏他!!
早前看过他'听妈妈的话'之MV后,就对他有另种看法.

不懂,感觉孝顺的男生,
或是说顾家的男生..

很有'魅力'..很有吸引人之处..
有才华更不用说啦..

很台式的说话方式与对白,
有些话好想很难在平常对话出现..

看着时,突然想:
如果我也可遇到像叶湘伦降的一个人
那该有多好.
如果有小雨的勇气,直接..
也是有多好.

那晴依呢?
她..难道不难过吗,不可怜吗..
喜欢他是错的吗..
喜欢上不会喜欢自己的人,是很多故事都会出现的人
他们往往也是那种别人当坏人,妖精来看待的
可是那是他们真真想要的吗..
为什么他们总是被忽略..

想自己再看第二次..

p/s: 黄秋生又当他爸爸,呵..很会演的一位..

20070821

forget..

i read this in friendster on a shout-out box,

people will forget what you said,
people will forget what you did,
but people will never forget how you made them feel

ya, i think it's quite true..

20070817

mindset

do u believe in mind power?

i think everything is set in ur mind,
people saying that when a lie is said 100 times,
people will believe it is true;
so
when saying something good or think positively
it will works ..
if you believe..


be motivated..

别强迫自己不幸福

有位哲人说:
影响你快乐或痛苦的,
并不只有外在的因素,
如果没有内心的反应,
那么不管外在的刺激多大,
仍然无法对你起任何作用.

所以,幸福与不幸福,多半来自内心的感受.
幸福是一种想法,一种心念,一种感觉,一种气氛,
更重要的是,你是否把幸福的种子,
播种在自己的心因.

所谓的痛苦,都是从假设自己的不幸开始的;
而真正的幸福,则是无论多么的辛苦,
你依然勇往向前,朝理想目标前进.

20070816

1 week

tomorrow is friday again..
last week i went back..
then now i've come back kl for one week..
i come and i go

today
.happy.

20070811

经典的爱情规则

香烟爱上火柴就注定被伤害...不要轻易说爱,许下的承诺就是欠下的债...老鼠对猫说我爱你,猫说你走开,老鼠流泪走开,谁也没有看见老鼠走开后猫也流了一滴泪,其实有种爱叫做放弃...如果你是我眼中的滴泪,那我永远都不会哭,因为我怕失去你...一只风筝一辈子只会为一根线冒险...女人善变的是脸,男人善变的是心...在真爱的世界里没有谁对不起谁,只有谁不懂得珍惜谁...叶子的离开是因为风的追求还是树的不挽留...我永远都是你的插曲,但我会用我仅有的双手为你弹出动人的旋律...一个人不孤单,想一个人才孤单,在过去的日子里,每个城市每个角落都在演绎不同的故事,我开始相信生命只是一场梦!!!


无意中发现他的部落格..这篇偷拷贝过来..
... ... ... 有暗语吗 ... ... ...

回家

我回到我家了..舒服的家..

我要做末勒?

一边头脑告诉我要去玩..一边头脑告诉我要休息..嗯..

到底左右脑有没协调,常常:
右边想这个,左边做那个;
右边想说好,左边在反抗;
右边想清静,左边想热闹;
右边不说话,左边叽喳喳;
右边要平静,左边要刺激;
右边很清醒,左边蒙叉叉;
右边坚定着,左边却动摇;
右边面对着,左边叫避开;
到底谁比谁强..谁听谁的..

最讨厌不知道到底想要什么

20070810

给自己一个喘息的空间

生活中难免会有不如意,如果不能承受生活的压力,
那么最后只有倒塌的下场.
但是,若能释下所有的重担,学会退一步看待,'那么生活也是可以轻轻松松,充满愉快.

面对压力的最好方法,不是咬紧牙关忍受,
而是坚定信心,给自己一个喘息的空间.
忍辱负重也必须有限度,调节自己,
舒展弹性才是聪明的养生之道,
感情是这样,人生也是这样.

对对对..在学习.

20070808

u r wrong

ohya..something for my friend..

sometimes when u think it is only your problem
then u r wrong
sometimes when u think u are the only one facing the problem
then u r wrong

i forgot..
forgot..

buzy..

why so busy?
recently seems having not enough time
where is all the time has gone?
causing me late date with mr. zhou

everything in rush
assignments..
activities..
meetings..
discussion..
oo..
where is studying?
on progress..
aha..
cannot..
the stupid sudden quiz everytime make me heart attack

20070804

hoho..

finally, i can online in my room
yeah! yeah!


i dont understand why the time goes so fast
i haven done anything la today
morning say want to finish the tutorial questions by today
but i only finish one question
cannot be like that, i must i must finish on sunday
haha...no choice as i have to pass up on monday
i am still the last-minute-work person

tired ad..good nite

-ohya..i have something to say, now not enough time to produce it-
*remind

20070803

别抓着烦恼,让一切漂走吧!

人生就是一条河,河流过的地方,
有时鲜花掉下来,有时有美丽的风景,
但是来不及收下就漂走了.

有时会有垃圾掉下来,很臭.
你急着要把它移走,就像你要泡咖啡,
如果咖啡粉浮在水面上,你去搅它才能沉下去.
所以你一直去搅垃圾,垃圾就一直沉淀下去,

这就是执著.
你若好像看鲜花一样让它浮走,
这叫活在当下,放下.

开心的一天-->海塘+布特拉

虽然旅程有些累累地..
但在一起时的确开心..
感觉无比轻松.舒服..
嘻嘻哈哈又过了一天..
烦恼都被暂时抛开了..
他们很好,没有心机..
不用担心谁不爽谁啦..
说话要先三思又三思..
怕得罪你或对不起你..
不必迁就或委屈他人..
没有什么暗地的战争..
或傻傻的被蒙在谷里..
分辨不出哪真.哪假..

二八零七零七之旅程,
中午上完课朝沙登出发,接我后去绿野仙综购物中心,
饶了十几圈才趴科应好,要去看戏看不成,打保铃球打不到,哈哈..
没关系啦,什么没做都无所谓..都还没到重点..呵呵..
过后没什么目的的逛完,停在面包点吃点心,我们不可吃太饱哦,
因为我们要留位来填晚餐..喔喔喔..重点来了..沙登火锅..呼..
很难得的华联聚餐..好大班朋友..还有朋友的女朋友啊..好不热闹..
大家都要把'二十块'吃进肚里..不得不提,我有个朋友,人称大头的,多了个称呼:面人
因为他拿了好多好多的面..大家都说没人来吃面的..哈哈..
谁都会有不懂的东西,看开吧,成绩好大家一点点的工程师..哈哈..
吃了丰富的晚餐后,由于交通问题,要去布特拉有些困难.所以回家了..
可是换好衣服没多久又接到他们的电话说要去要去布特拉了..
这就是我可爱的朋友们,也只有他们能办到..
一起去疯疯颠颠.玩玩闹闹..
大家就这样挤一挤..有个还坐到车尾箱去,真厉害,多苗条的身材..
不过可能也因此被逼出米田共来..哈哈..
时间不算早了..所以拍了一些些照片就得离开,
还发现有官员来拍停泊在路边的车,不懂我们那两辆是否中招,中了自己想办法啦..哈哈..
别怕,我们应该不会降衰瓜..(笔于二九零七零七)..多希望时间别走到降快..
回家哈拉哈拉一下后..就倒上床搅搅猪了..
隔天睡醒..没做末..吃了午餐..是时候回去了..
臭人约了人踢球..天还是很亮..我自己来比较容易..

最后,要谢谢策划者,约了这么大班的朋友..(还好我有去..)
对我来说,要办这很不容易哦..
谢谢带我看看那边的地方,介绍加解释..让我多些了解博大生的生活..
谢谢无时无刻专心驾车,那份精神+注意力+专注力,应该消耗了很多吧..
我们别小看小小的鹿..让我有感高去了的机会.. :)
呵呵..它在闯新天地也..掌声鼓励鼓励..
当然,也要谢谢提供我地方睡啦,提供早餐,衣服,短裤..一大堆琐碎东西..
总之,谢谢带给我的这一切
开心.无悔
(文接于三零零七零七)

20070727

..

not in good mood
0202 now
should get into my bed
ya..

20070707

good advice

いわゆる人は、
問題が滑らかではない時間を捜す理由を
生物的状態機会の
天候か運
続けていくときである
"そのような物があるべきではないし、
よいで「そしてそう進展できないし、
ことを自分自身を慰めるいろいろな種類の理由を考えていた捜す
スピーチは来ればから自信があ
完了できれば
2回目に完了できなければ実際に最初に完了できる来た

しかし重要現在を過ぎて
ため息がある変更が今直面する未来にあってはいけない

祈愿吧 你祈愿我就替你实现
寻求吧 你寻求我就替你发掘
叩门吧 你叩门我就替你打开
超超超好的妖精 不是吗


i have said i want to talk about this japanese series
proposal daisakusen
above are some of the meaningful phrases
one that will influence your mood and touch your heart
woo..now no mood to write much
stop here.

..

..suddenly do not know what to write
lots to write before this..

i put up some info read in newspaper..
助眠好食物
1.香蕉 (以前,补习老师说吃了会开心的)

2.菊花茶
3.温牛奶
4.燕麦片
5.亚麻籽
6.马铃薯
7.杏仁
8.火鸡
9.全麦面包


心情不好,吃豆腐
原来,当心情不好时,摄入高质量的碳水化合物会改善心情

比如:全麦食品,燕麦,蔬菜,水果和糙米另外,可吃大豆蛋白,如豆腐等

my face green green friend,
i tell you next time and you try is it true..

i believe the second short info is quite true,
i eat more to those food some period last semester
i could feel it..it may also be co-incidence

20070706

shapo...??

i am free and putting up all photos of me taken by my handphone yesterday..this handphone camera from quite clear to not so clear and finally turned to blur blur..haiz..
siaopo
shapo
my friend always calling me like that, am i? hehe..it is ok, i wont mind.
before holiday, few of us go back later than others.. when stay in our college..one of my coursemate, a pretty girl with big eyes, slim, tall, cool, like a model said although i am the oldest among them ( because aili is not there) but i am most 'you zhi' (just kidding around)..is it related that i am the youngest in family..i do not know ler..i always have friends who will tolerate me, kind to me..she is a good good singer, the song she picked very nice and that is why i start listening to some of the songs, she likes mayday as well, crazy when seeing them especially ah shin..hehe..got chance go watch their concert together and get excited :> but u too good, wait i become expert then i go sing with you again next time..just kidding...that's all for now. i introduce another coursemates of mine next time.

karaoke time

alot to share but now abit lazy n tired yet cant sleep.

so upload photos that i mix last night.these are some photos taken in newbox.



20070705

..

holiday going to end soon,
i am more and more keen to write here
i will make a summary soon
about what i have done during this holiday
hehe..

i am listening to penny song now
suddenly like to listen to her song
now when i listen to song, i will listen to the lyric as well
i like fish leong song..
she sings very well
and i like many many other songs
recently, i like to listen to celest- yuan liang, i think very nice

beside that,
i would like to say sorry to a friend of mine
in the same time thank you
sorry because i do not help much
thank you because ..emm..not knowing how to write
next time when i phoned him, i will tell him myself

i so shocked when i heard she told me no room any more
for the G, H and J block, then later she told me got some more 10 rooms left (G block full)
i am not sure whether is mean the ground floor or..
i am lucky because i go back last week
not on saturday that the office will closed on that day
and i met a officer that is so friendly
she let me picked the room i wanted
i have no idea and she let me have a look around then tell her later
the time is nearly the office break hour
faster i go back and take the key from her
she is waiting there
thanks so much
but so sorry to my other coursemate
i really do not know and not sure whether i will success to get the key or not
i do not inform you all i am going back purposely just to try my luck
i am scared i fail to get it as well
then i will waste my money and time (lucky i stay not really very far from KL compared to others)
that is why i am not telling you all except her because i am asking her question
i even think of how to lie if the officer say No to me
i at first will go back by bus
i cannot finish taking all my stuff at once,
so i take quite a lot of things back that time, one reason i insist to back KL
i think if that moment she saw me carrying so much in my bag and hand
and not letting me to have the key.. i will beg her and say that no place to stay..
but all happen differently..and it is over
now i can go back later, without worries
i am lucky
i have a good room, a good place
so i cannot complain anymore, know?!
ya, i know.

good night.



白羊座七月運~


本月份對白羊座來說是情緒起伏不小的一個月,上半月基本上運勢不錯,事情的進行也會比較順利,一改6月那種狀況頻出的狀態,讓你感到局勢開始明朗,尤其是剛進入七月的那個周你會感到壓力沒以前那麽大了,你可以安心的坐下來享受一下。但好景不長,進入下半月你的運勢就不是那麽順遂了,從中旬開始,中下旬,某件事段段續續的耗去比你預期久的時間才搞定,這會讓你感到有些不耐煩,所以說考驗你耐心的時機來了,急躁解決不了問題的哦!中殉之後你也容易跟人話不投機,談事情受到影響,出現一些人際上的矛盾,因此要多留意這段時間。月底那周狀況還會增多,心也不容易定下來,建議提前做好心理準備哦!
戀愛運方面,本月對白羊座來說,壓力會趕走一部分應來的桃花,影響到你原有的愛情好運!但是對於已經有另一半的白羊來說,本月你的兩性關係還不錯,除了跟情人能有不錯的互動和甜蜜的約會之外,你們也會一起在氣氛不錯的地方進餐或者購物,這多少讓你感到有些欣慰。
財運方面,本月白羊的花銷不小,雖然你一再告訴自己要開源節流,要適當的節省一下,但是無奈這個月你的開銷一個接著一個,讓你有些措手不及,其中有些還是不小的花費呢!省又沒法省掉,另外你自己的購物欲和口福大增,自己給自己也忍不住添了一些不該買的奢侈品。

1.牡羊座-隱士(逆位)+ 金幣十(逆位)【本月重點:這是重新調整心態作法的七月,請別讓躁動不安的心左右了方向喔!】現實環境依舊呈現欲振乏力的狀況,雖然本月的妳想要拋棄原則與理想去屈就環境,但無論如何都是無濟於事的,提醒你不要因內心的躁動不安而做了錯誤的判斷,此刻你更需要沈著應對,如果自己真無計可施的話,不妨尋求幫助管道,他人旁觀角度的建議,或許對你會是一劑強心針喔!這個階段是你重新分配處理財務計畫的時刻,請不要放棄尋求解決之道,堅定信念就會有契機喔

七月看来过得不简单..
in the same time, hopefully both of them can have room..so wish they stay near me as well, if not i was surrounded by.. will be lonely.. :(

泪光闪闪 nada sousou

to say truly
i not really understand the story
so not really interesting to me
is there any meaning behind the story
i not really quite sure
i have quite high expectation on this movie
as the main characters attract me
both boy-next-door and girl-next-door

同類の人間は家族または好むべきではないし、である苦痛結果人を持つことができない。

20070704

i want..

i dont want to go back
i dont want it come so soon
i dont want to wait the time to come
but i do have a happy holiday

i have a lot of things want to do in future:

i want to see sunrise
i want to see sunset
i want to go camping, sleep in tent build by ourselves
i want to go high hill to breath fresh air
i want to go greenie place, nature makes my mind relax
i want to sing karaoke, reason i mention before
i want to go waterfall to play
i want to go hot spring to see how it feel like
i want to watch fireflies because never see them in a group before
i want to go concert organised by 8tv
i want to chat from night to day
i want to do a lot of stupid stuff
i want to have fun when still young
i want to have good memory
i want to have no regret by the end

haha...all want want want
anything-also-want

(",)

20070703

sing song

to celebrate my friend birthday
we went to newbox sing karaoke
finally..we success to go..hehe
after saying for so many times
yeah, we make it.. \(^_^)/

i have a lot of fun there
i hope all of them also same with me
we sang..erm..erm...quite many songs
if they let us to continue singing until our lists finish would be more better
haha...always not realise the time goes by so fast when start to sing
two of them sang very well, they have a nice n good voice
he is not bad too..take sometime to 'collect' the feeling..hehe
yaya.. i know mine is not good
i admit that..i never say i am a good in singing nor good voice
but i enjoy it very much
who say only people who is good only can sing?!
hehe..NO
anyone also can sing K
for me, it does matter sing with who..
sing with those u feel never mind 'qian chou' in front them
sing with those who also like to sing,
and sing songs with quite similar style will be more better la :p
then can sing together mar..if not wanting to solo
express all through the songs
sing all your favourite songs...sad songs, happy songs, 'high' songs
dont care so much good or bad
as long as you enjoy it..then syiok!
sad love songs is more prefer..
she is also the same, she likes sad sad songs too
more 'charm' than me, i remember her friend said she only pick those sad songs
wow..if both of us going, will the environment mood be very down
no.. so have to sing a number of happy songs to 'high' :D

besides that, also feel happy for myself
those that i think is diffficult last time
actually it is not
those i think i would not doing it last time
i have done it
i am glad i m doing it well
i feel...release, happy..in the end
ya..next time i am going to talk about the 'proposal daisakusen'
it is a great great series..

last time i care too much
i think too much
i worried too much
now getting better..(give a pat on my shoulder)
if for last time, after seeing the new image
do u think i can accept it
do u think i will laugh when i getting home
do u think i will laugh at it too and look at mirror not complaining nonstoply
do u think i will step out so easily and not just hiding at home
ya..i do..i can..i will
getting stronger from 'down-side' / bad-side
just because of care, think, worried too much
that will make me become bad mood
make me not brave enough to face
i do not want to be like that
...
of course there will still be something cant be changed so easily
that why got a saying 本性难移..that's you,
so how to be different somemore

do it when u want to do
say it when u want to say
express it when u want to express
be honest to yourself,
if really want to..say..do..act
dont give yourself an excuse to wait for more suitable time
dont always expect people to understand what in your mind
dont say will do it tomorrow
cause none of us will really do it after that
u will either forget it
or u have change your mind
kenzo.. ^V^.. u are lucky

20070628

理性.感性

i know how to differentiate between this two

1st one is logic
eg: 1+1=2

second one is easier to understand from
eg: 1+1 will be say like 1.5+0.5, finally equal to 2
like say thing more beautifully

(above statement is explained by a skywood guy)

before further my words,
do you notice i do not write the title in english
because i do not know what the word
and i wonder why am i writing this in english
mandarin still what i prefer
i am going back to kl soon
i must make myself use to english
a ' 歪理' ..hehe..

i feel like early morning and late night
is the time when people become the 2nd one
and the afternoon period and other time
people mostly will be the 1st one

so now is early morning
to be the 2nd one
i have do it just now
-thank you-
i feel like you have helping me out in some way
quite happy hearing you say that
i have one feeling, one thought :
at least i dare to change, stop making her feeling bad
and other thought which i do not know how to explain
you not commenting much about it
but do say out when i asked
with no other purpose
or maybe you know what will i feel
that is what i have interpret
no care whether it's wrong or right
i hope you understand it too :)

but to be 1st one
i will not be here writing all about this so early
do you think i am so 'gan xing' one
will check what the answer say about me after i test
i am here because i cannot continue sleeping
i wake up early again this morning
and hard to fall asleep last night
dont know what the reason
after 1 something, i still awake
still can heard the vibrate at 12 something
my stomach not feeling quite well
may be not use to eat in this way
i say maybe
making me cannot rest well
but no regret
this is the 1st part of me

a bit hungry right now
going out soon
continue later

20070625

yesterday

a day before
i met four friends in hawker centre
the first respond from me was:
ohno, i wish i was not there
if i know they were here
i would not choose to be here

i am sorry guys for having this thought
i do say hi to all of you
i just do not know how to face it suddenly
forgive me o~
dont think i m cocky
no, i am not


yesterday
i went to my former school
i saw many of my friends
i still think that i have not overcome the fear of meeting whole gang of people
i am not comfortable when seeing too many people around
especially all i known them
i am excited and happy actually
but in the same time
i feel 'kekok'
i feel stiffed
haha...

later
we went for our lunch in panorama
with some of them
one saying now we have upgrade to higher level
last time panorama is like our 5 star hotel
not daring to go
but now it seem like a normal coffee shop
went there to eat lunch
hoho...

somemore later
my friends take me home
he suggested that he wanted to cut his hair
i said me too
then 3 of us go to cut our hair
another one just cut her hair few says ago
so she just sit aside looking us
he said he wanted to have hair that made him look thinner
so funny he was
i wanted to save for long hair
cut not much
but everyone who knows me sure know i have cut hair
because i have a new hairstyle
my 'front' hair cut short
it was straight at first (dont know the correct term)
she asked whether i used to it or not
if not she will cut layer a little bit
it was my first time cutting like this
quite shocked for me when taking the first look
i think she also could feel my suprise-ness
so she said she cut layer for me
then i see again
still okey
my friends say look fresh
when i backed home
my parents shocked and laughed too
haha...
dont be like that la
everyone must have the brave-ness to change
try acccept it
then it will look better and okey after some time
it makes me looks younger
haha...'cuter'
it looks better without the glass
ok
i stop here

bad new

i have waited for so long for this day to come..
seeing my juniors..
at first when reached school,
only one two representatives from ukm branch were there,
but that is okey,
i heard mr.ong said quite a number of students going ukm(i think i did heard he said branch)..
but to my surprise,
when asked them who are main campus one
almost all raised their hand, ya, should be all
except the only one..
although she is ukm branch,
she is not our faculty also,
she is a medical student..
oh no, i nearly fainted la..
seeing us as seniors more and more coming,
even those who are now in third year,
or even those who graduated also coming here,
to help, guide, or 'answer' their questions..
but at least there is still one person going,
(not sure about matrix student, heard none as well)
excluded medical and dentistry course
he is absent today..

in conclusion,
a bit disappointed,
a bit sad,
and speechless.

20070619

happy birthday

today is my friend,cm's birthday
she is the one who influences me alot
personally i like her quite much
she has a good personality i feel
joyful, energetic,
bring happiness to people around
happy 21st birthday

it would be better if another friend, duatao is here
it would be more fun seeing two more than 10years friends together
of course cannot miss two of us also...
haha...but never mind, he has class to go
we celebrate ourselves..yeah