20070628

理性.感性

i know how to differentiate between this two

1st one is logic
eg: 1+1=2

second one is easier to understand from
eg: 1+1 will be say like 1.5+0.5, finally equal to 2
like say thing more beautifully

(above statement is explained by a skywood guy)

before further my words,
do you notice i do not write the title in english
because i do not know what the word
and i wonder why am i writing this in english
mandarin still what i prefer
i am going back to kl soon
i must make myself use to english
a ' 歪理' ..hehe..

i feel like early morning and late night
is the time when people become the 2nd one
and the afternoon period and other time
people mostly will be the 1st one

so now is early morning
to be the 2nd one
i have do it just now
-thank you-
i feel like you have helping me out in some way
quite happy hearing you say that
i have one feeling, one thought :
at least i dare to change, stop making her feeling bad
and other thought which i do not know how to explain
you not commenting much about it
but do say out when i asked
with no other purpose
or maybe you know what will i feel
that is what i have interpret
no care whether it's wrong or right
i hope you understand it too :)

but to be 1st one
i will not be here writing all about this so early
do you think i am so 'gan xing' one
will check what the answer say about me after i test
i am here because i cannot continue sleeping
i wake up early again this morning
and hard to fall asleep last night
dont know what the reason
after 1 something, i still awake
still can heard the vibrate at 12 something
my stomach not feeling quite well
may be not use to eat in this way
i say maybe
making me cannot rest well
but no regret
this is the 1st part of me

a bit hungry right now
going out soon
continue later

20070625

yesterday

a day before
i met four friends in hawker centre
the first respond from me was:
ohno, i wish i was not there
if i know they were here
i would not choose to be here

i am sorry guys for having this thought
i do say hi to all of you
i just do not know how to face it suddenly
forgive me o~
dont think i m cocky
no, i am not


yesterday
i went to my former school
i saw many of my friends
i still think that i have not overcome the fear of meeting whole gang of people
i am not comfortable when seeing too many people around
especially all i known them
i am excited and happy actually
but in the same time
i feel 'kekok'
i feel stiffed
haha...

later
we went for our lunch in panorama
with some of them
one saying now we have upgrade to higher level
last time panorama is like our 5 star hotel
not daring to go
but now it seem like a normal coffee shop
went there to eat lunch
hoho...

somemore later
my friends take me home
he suggested that he wanted to cut his hair
i said me too
then 3 of us go to cut our hair
another one just cut her hair few says ago
so she just sit aside looking us
he said he wanted to have hair that made him look thinner
so funny he was
i wanted to save for long hair
cut not much
but everyone who knows me sure know i have cut hair
because i have a new hairstyle
my 'front' hair cut short
it was straight at first (dont know the correct term)
she asked whether i used to it or not
if not she will cut layer a little bit
it was my first time cutting like this
quite shocked for me when taking the first look
i think she also could feel my suprise-ness
so she said she cut layer for me
then i see again
still okey
my friends say look fresh
when i backed home
my parents shocked and laughed too
haha...
dont be like that la
everyone must have the brave-ness to change
try acccept it
then it will look better and okey after some time
it makes me looks younger
haha...'cuter'
it looks better without the glass
ok
i stop here

bad new

i have waited for so long for this day to come..
seeing my juniors..
at first when reached school,
only one two representatives from ukm branch were there,
but that is okey,
i heard mr.ong said quite a number of students going ukm(i think i did heard he said branch)..
but to my surprise,
when asked them who are main campus one
almost all raised their hand, ya, should be all
except the only one..
although she is ukm branch,
she is not our faculty also,
she is a medical student..
oh no, i nearly fainted la..
seeing us as seniors more and more coming,
even those who are now in third year,
or even those who graduated also coming here,
to help, guide, or 'answer' their questions..
but at least there is still one person going,
(not sure about matrix student, heard none as well)
excluded medical and dentistry course
he is absent today..

in conclusion,
a bit disappointed,
a bit sad,
and speechless.

20070619

happy birthday

today is my friend,cm's birthday
she is the one who influences me alot
personally i like her quite much
she has a good personality i feel
joyful, energetic,
bring happiness to people around
happy 21st birthday

it would be better if another friend, duatao is here
it would be more fun seeing two more than 10years friends together
of course cannot miss two of us also...
haha...but never mind, he has class to go
we celebrate ourselves..yeah

old classmate

today after taking our breakfast,
we went to buy fruits on the way back
the shop was opened by my mother's old classmate
he saw my mom and called her name
wow..
after so many years, it's nice if somebody still can remember you
i am thinking of after 10years,20years,3oyears and so on
how many of them can still remember me?
or any memory can flash through their mind?

it's the same which happened yesterday morning
i went to lake garden and have a walk with my parents as usual
i saw my friends, jolin, laykee,sooktyng, and benghooi
suddenly appeared in my mind :
what about this group of four can turn out to be
kooichin,chaiming,zaoqi and me
three of them are my good friends
i hope and wish them all the best.

20070615

mascot


today i accidently saw beijing 2008 olympic mascot through frienster photos

the name given very special .. -beibei, jingjing, huanhuan, yingying, nini-
-beijing huan ying ni-


fu wa yingying, the name sound alike my name also :p
so i am here to introduce her and her friends


Yingying is this orang-ish one which look lively

20070614

倒回

リターンがしかし実際に、率直になければ、私は気違いでもいい私。

proposal daisakusen

yamapi ... そうそうハンサム

中心が口を、だれも考えていることを知ることができる言わないことを言いたいと思わなかった持っていない

20070613

another starting

hi, morning!
another new day has come..

i choose to read
so now i am reading another story

it last till today lunch
i never feel hungry
yet always very full
because i am now at home
my parents scared i will be hungry
prepared a lot for me
wow, i not sure am i doing correctly
without the guidance of you
the information i read too long ago
you are my living dictionary
can easily answer my questions
it's so helpful to me
as i m not a so-hardworking-girl
who will search from the book
sometimes i think of you
wondering what are you doing right now
a bit of missing you :)
i feel lucky to share the same room with you
i need someone who 80% of time is energetic and enthusiatic beside me
to boost my energy level
someone who is optimistic
..
so thankful i am

20070612

111

111
the number of my total past posts

it's funny to say that
today i was unable to make decision on
whether to watch movies/series or to read novel
and i spend whole day not doing either one
...except morning my dad opened the singapore's movie

my friends always asking me similar questions
what you do at home...etc
actually, before they asking this type of questions
i do not feel bored staying at home because it is just the start
but then after somewhile
i also start getting bored but still feel that time goes by easily
as you can see, how i spend my 'today'
clock on the screen show : 10:59pm
another few more minutes, it time to bed
so soon right?

it seem like i keen to write on this few days
it's not a bad thing
in the movie,
just because he wrote his feeling in his blog
and accidently read by his parent
then only they knew their mistakes
but..i am not intend to be like him..
i do not face problems like him
i just think that
wriiten down the feelings or thoughts
is special for that moment, that time
as it would not repeat again
i felt like that when i read back my post

ya, i know..
this may only last for maybe one two days or a month or probably a year..
who knows..no one can predict future right..
except the character in 'heroes' which i have not watch yet
hope tomorrow is a nice day!

movies

two days before,
we watched -just follow law-
i laughed...

today morning,
we watched -i am not stupid2-
i cried...

both are singapore movies,
these movies show the reality of the society
it's quite meaningful

20070611

i am..

michael sings: i am who i am
yes, that's right
i am still who i am

i talk a lot and act like a child when i am happy
i more quiet and look like more mature when i settle down

i hope the time dont flies so fast as i still want to enjoy my junior year
i looking forward to see my junoirs hoping some are from my hometown

i have change as well
i like myself more
i care for my body/health more
i like fruits more


20070608

...the past

one reason bringing me here to write on my blog...'free, bored'

i never know that when i coming back here again is the time my fren, chian coming back msia
so coinsidence bcoz the last post was she leave but now she is coming back

i just read through all my post since i start written
wow...quite praise myself :p
i wonder am i the one who wrote that..hehe
some i cant really remember what my feeling when wrote the post
no one knows
if they think they know..what they think of is wrong