wow..

how long is my previous post..
without realising, i have written in so long
and yet not writing out all i want to express

most of the time,
we might be doing things without realising and consiously
and it is still so voluntary

how u wished she could asked for ur help
how u wished u had offered to help
and how u wished she turned to u
and trusted at u after all that had happened
i think everyone would have the same thought
just that u succeed by the end, get everything in ur dreams..

ya..i remembered
i remembered how u had helped me find the shoe
that needed to bring to singapore when they told us we cant wear sport shoe
how we have looked for it over the whole kolej, every block and every floor
and finally found it..and i just wore it once..hehe..
i know even is not me, u will also do the same, u has such a kindness in ur heart, am i right?
i remembered that was also another time
we repeated the same thing but were to look for a televisyen which can watch badminton competition
ya..i remembered..
i would want u to know that i felt comfortable whenever with u
and just so sorry when i cant let u know what am i thinking and why am i acting so
i keep alot inside me..and i am used to it
dont have to be trying to talk to me when there is nothing much to say
i like the silence sometimes more than words
sharing the silence moment together comfortably
and of course if u also can feel comfortable for that, and i hoped u do
i appreaciate our friendship..among all..and hope that u know it too..or i can tell u one day
although i called u siaopo..hehe..laugh more* until the next door come and knock the door..kaka
ya..i will remember..
thanks for the companionship..yeah!
first time intoducing u into my story..hoho..