20071113
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花
.................................我决定 崇拜
20071105
迟了很多天才放得上
我的考试就要开跑了
只要一开始,就是要考完了啦! 呵!
我朋友今天说我这次看来比较认真
是这样吗?我好像不认同
我说只是没有像之前降紧张..嗯..是之前之前 :P
(早前曾跟朋友说过我像没以前降看重考试了,或说..总之是有别与前.她也是. -唯独一样的是,还是希望要考好些-
后来,好像说了,我们都到另一个阶段了.比较会看开?呵~)
(其实考试也只不过是考试,就这样.没有考试,很多人可能就不回拿书来读.这样不行哦, 为了让我们这些不自动自发会读书的,考试还是需要哦.哈,不会欠骂吧!)
她说我每次看我都好像不用读书
哈,还是头一回听人家降说
人人都只会说我很勤力
或者我不用怕的啦,因为我会的..
更好笑的是当我说我伤心因为要回来KL了
有人竟然说我会吗?我不是很喜欢读书吗?!
啊..!晕掉.
当然我并没有讨厌读书,可是也没喜欢到这种程度啦
读书也有爽的时候,
不过为了考试一下要读降多
不,是还要记降多,明白要来得及外,记忆也不可太糟糕勒.
这样的感觉不太好.
我希望我每次出来考场都是天气晴朗
还在考试的人,祝好运
好运等于好成绩吗?
降,我也祝成绩理想.有谁不想.
喔..这是考前写的
却放不上来,就留了下来.
过后的都难产..哈!
现在三科已过,心情天天在变化.
快快考完勒.
20071027
2610xx 无题+多题
2610xx
这数目很特别
从我国中至高中
身边都是这数目
但似有缘又似缘不足
只因我的不够好
时光机并不存在
像是个搞砸专家
没什在我手上活得久
电脑,手电,手机..
不过转到我手时也已是有伤在身
唯独那手把是意外..哈,不好意识
不细心是真的
所以看漏多多,丢失多多,损失甚重.
有失比有得.
太深不明白 简单不易来
有言会想吐出来
要不然,挤太多,谁人懂
轻者消化不良 重者怪病缠身
有进必有出.这才平衡.近期之感.
突然有感,其实我们都很乖
不带麻烦回来,或不让你们操心
却让我多加伤心.疑心
曾有一时过得很平稳很健康
平稳得开心,也平稳得差点把你们忘
这不像是我所要,因你们生活更精彩!
希望五年后仍能依旧记得相约
毕竟太遥远的很难说
幸运遇见一颗星,让我知道世界存有希望
平静许多.感激.
我觉有不错自制能力,亦也有失控时候
书读了多少 还在此逗留
人人都说可以,不可让你们失望
也不要败给我自己
怕输怕受伤 +自信好像给了你忘了我
今天时间过得比平常快
我得专心去.迟些再见.
I believe, music & u <©:musiQ>
\\ 哈,今天你是壯烈的信偵探柯南! :p
20071023
续
就是有关上篇的
其实全部都有联系吧
当有首好曲子碰上够味的歌词
有机的让适合的歌声唱出
把它构成一个漂亮的画面
便轻易地把那感觉给带出来
这就变成了完美的演绎啦!! =>
不然,你能想象费玉清唱周杰伦的牛仔很忙吗?
肯定怪怪地..
或是..啊,想没有.
很难做比较,除非同首歌由不同人来唱,那也许可以
以前科学有学的呀,什么pemboleh ubah(有分几种,我忘了)
必须有其中一个被'固定'来证实它是否影响成果,大概是酱^^
"对,我决定我也觉得比较好听,一开始听时就喜欢了
不过生命不能承受的轻也不错,是越听越不错
呵呵,我到那天才发现原来是同曲不同词"
20071021
176
没为什么,在进来前都没想过
看到175,不就放176
因为是我家门牌,
这样可以吧!
现在什么都可以乱来的啦..
就像作末好好一只狗叫阿猪(刚在阿姐房间看到那一幕)
所以没什么好为什么..
又看到有人提到张雨生,又是天天想你,
顶不顺!结果就去找来听听看,哈!
刚播完了..没什么注意听,终于明白为何没几个人能唱的起他的歌
不,是他的key :))
说起来,也顺便问问:
你们听歌会特别注意或注重什么的吗?
歌曲?
歌词?
歌声?
都不是..难道是感觉?
或是那首歌带来的画面?
不定?
其实只是纯粹问问
并不是什么心理测验
所以不会有解答.呵呵..
一天到晚游泳的鱼也完了..还是没什注意听
刚过的是疯狂世界,五月天的.
这首一点都不疯狂,好听.
不过,世界的确有些疯狂..哈哈哈哈
我又要重播了..(早上突然在我房间点的歌)(因为说她房没开电脑)(晕掉)
看到坐在那边,有点突然,还真有些吓到.啊! 呵..
20071020
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confusing..
i am still confusing about myself
i am still searching for myself
that's why..
wow..
without realising, i have written in so long
and yet not writing out all i want to express
most of the time,
we might be doing things without realising and consiously
and it is still so voluntary
how u wished she could asked for ur help
how u wished u had offered to help
and how u wished she turned to u
and trusted at u after all that had happened
i think everyone would have the same thought
just that u succeed by the end, get everything in ur dreams..
ya..i remembered
i remembered how u had helped me find the shoe
that needed to bring to singapore when they told us we cant wear sport shoe
how we have looked for it over the whole kolej, every block and every floor
and finally found it..and i just wore it once..hehe..
i know even is not me, u will also do the same, u has such a kindness in ur heart, am i right?
i remembered that was also another time
we repeated the same thing but were to look for a televisyen which can watch badminton competition
ya..i remembered..
i would want u to know that i felt comfortable whenever with u
and just so sorry when i cant let u know what am i thinking and why am i acting so
i keep alot inside me..and i am used to it
dont have to be trying to talk to me when there is nothing much to say
i like the silence sometimes more than words
sharing the silence moment together comfortably
and of course if u also can feel comfortable for that, and i hoped u do
i appreaciate our friendship..among all..and hope that u know it too..or i can tell u one day
although i called u siaopo..hehe..laugh more* until the next door come and knock the door..kaka
ya..i will remember..
thanks for the companionship..yeah!
first time intoducing u into my story..hoho..
so tiring at this moment..
feel so tiring at this particular moment although i m not quite sure about the reason
i forced myself not to sleep at noon few days ago..
no..i should not say forced..it should be willingly and not wanting me to sleep
or most accurately i failed to sleep
because i was so drawn to the story borrowed from my friend
it's not really so suspicious after all..yet i still wanting to know how are they going on after that n that..
hehe..how crazy i am..just to adam n fluer..
i felt not sleepy at all when reading it..n of course so drawn to the wounded hero too.. :p
it would just appeared in the imagination but not in reality i should understand about that..
or is it due to the first time steeping into the clinic and the observation room..
what a good experience to us..so different when facing the real patient..
but in the meantime also making me think how few knowledge i have in hand /mind
it is true to say i have not really making enough effort in my studies..linking them to the cases
to know the results subjectively beside objectively test..
to applied what have learnt in class to clinic..and not just for examination purpose
and i have know so little about my future profession and carrier..
we really have to be more proffesional to let people knowing why we are needed
instead of just knowing how to operate the equipment which anyone also can have done it
ya..we have the skills that are more than others and we must master it well..not forgeting the knowledge
if not for our own good but also for the future of the child..
who depend much on us to help..ya..think more about that..
i think must be my mind still running during my sleep last night..i seem not waking up till now..
my eyes were telling me they cant open it fully..oh no..so bad they are..
woo..so dislike this state..how nice it would be if a cheerful u is still beside me la..hehe..
suddenly thinking of u..hehe..still practising yoga i wonder? but it is a good exercising..keep it on..
quite loosing contact with u after last semester break
but i believe u will be everything all right, am i right?
i am always the kind of person that will never that the lead but there is times of exception
i think i am so used to be waiting..
i m not really knowing what i am writing about..
i need to rest now..and have my lunch after that..
they are in puasa month..bt not i..
please make more dish for us if not please make a bigger portion..
so that enough for us..thanks so much..not meant to be unkind to u all..
forgive me for my own selfishness..
if not in this case..
20070905
nonverbal communication
一个眼神说出了一切
一个动作说出了一切
..communication..
it can be done nonverbal-ly
with meaningful-ly
of course with intentional-ly..
oops..
do u all teach nonverbal communication skill?
is it preverbal skill?
emm..
language--->communication ?!
ya..if u can speaks..
the paralinguistic (or metalinguistic?) enhance the meaning..
20070903
tada, kimi wo aishiteru
改编自-恋爱写真-..很不错的一部戏..
套别人说的一句,保持一贯日式作风..
我就是喜欢,喜欢他们的拍摄方式,
他们的画面,他们运用的色彩.
他们的对白..
当中有句话很有印象..
-想让我喜欢的人所喜欢的人喜欢我- (syntax/semantic complex?!)
令男主角吓呆..呵呵..他呆呆的蛮可爱..
女主角好可爱好美哦..即使是戴着眼镜时.. 
她眼睛漂亮..可爱的笑容..天真的笑容..
想看NANA2..娜娜,奈奈还是一样吗?
看到市川拓司,觉得很熟悉..
原来也是<现在很想见你> 的原著,同样是我喜欢的一部日影..
下次得去找找他的作品,他的书..
生涯ただ一度のキス、ただ一度の戀
一生一次的吻, 一生一次的愛
20070902
不能说的秘密
看了<不能说的秘密>,
嗯,好看..有意想不到的故事情节.
更另你佩服的是周杰伦的厉害, 他做了很多人做不到的事..
首次当导演,又是原创故事, 可以弄出一部很棒的戏;
又是创作型歌手,他的才华不用多说.
不得不赞赏他!!
早前看过他'听妈妈的话'之MV后,就对他有另种看法.

不懂,感觉孝顺的男生,
或是说顾家的男生..
很有'魅力'..很有吸引人之处..
有才华更不用说啦..
很台式的说话方式与对白,
有些话好想很难在平常对话出现..
看着时,突然想:

如果我也可遇到像叶湘伦降的一个人
那该有多好.
如果有小雨的勇气,直接..
也是有多好.
那晴依呢?
她..难道不难过吗,不可怜吗..
喜欢他是错的吗..
喜欢上不会喜欢自己的人,是很多故事都会出现的人
他们往往也是那种别人当坏人,妖精来看待的
可是那是他们真真想要的吗..
为什么他们总是被忽略..
想自己再看第二次..
p/s: 黄秋生又当他爸爸,呵..很会演的一位..
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经典的爱情规则
无意中发现他的部落格..这篇偷拷贝过来..
... ... ... 有暗语吗 ... ... ...
20070810
给自己一个喘息的空间
那么最后只有倒塌的下场.
但是,若能释下所有的重担,学会退一步看待,'那么生活也是可以轻轻松松,充满愉快.
面对压力的最好方法,不是咬紧牙关忍受,
而是坚定信心,给自己一个喘息的空间.
忍辱负重也必须有限度,调节自己,
舒展弹性才是聪明的养生之道,
感情是这样,人生也是这样.
对对对..在学习.
20070808
buzy..
recently seems having not enough time
where is all the time has gone?
causing me late date with mr. zhou
everything in rush
assignments..
activities..
meetings..
discussion..
oo..
where is studying?
on progress..
aha..
cannot..
the stupid sudden quiz everytime make me heart attack
20070804
hoho..
yeah! yeah!
i dont understand why the time goes so fast
i haven done anything la today
morning say want to finish the tutorial questions by today
but i only finish one question
cannot be like that, i must i must finish on sunday
haha...no choice as i have to pass up on monday
i am still the last-minute-work person
tired ad..good nite
-ohya..i have something to say, now not enough time to produce it-
*remind
20070803
别抓着烦恼,让一切漂走吧!
有时鲜花掉下来,有时有美丽的风景,
但是来不及收下就漂走了.
有时会有垃圾掉下来,很臭.
你急着要把它移走,就像你要泡咖啡,
如果咖啡粉浮在水面上,你去搅它才能沉下去.
所以你一直去搅垃圾,垃圾就一直沉淀下去,
这就是执著.
你若好像看鲜花一样让它浮走,
这叫活在当下,放下.
开心的一天-->海塘+布特拉
但在一起时的确开心..
感觉无比轻松.舒服..
嘻嘻哈哈又过了一天..
烦恼都被暂时抛开了..
他们很好,没有心机..
不用担心谁不爽谁啦..
说话要先三思又三思..
怕得罪你或对不起你..
不必迁就或委屈他人..
没有什么暗地的战争..
或傻傻的被蒙在谷里..
分辨不出哪真.哪假..
二八零七零七之旅程,
中午上完课朝沙登出发,接我后去绿野仙综购物中心,
饶了十几圈才趴科应好,要去看戏看不成,打保铃球打不到,哈哈..
没关系啦,什么没做都无所谓..都还没到重点..呵呵..
过后没什么目的的逛完,停在面包点吃点心,我们不可吃太饱哦,
因为我们要留位来填晚餐..喔喔喔..重点来了..沙登火锅..呼..
很难得的华联聚餐..好大班朋友..还有朋友的女朋友啊..好不热闹..
大家都要把'二十块'吃进肚里..不得不提,我有个朋友,人称大头的,多了个称呼:面人
因为他拿了好多好多的面..大家都说没人来吃面的..哈哈..
谁都会有不懂的东西,看开吧,成绩好大家一点点的工程师..哈哈..
吃了丰富的晚餐后,由于交通问题,要去布特拉有些困难.所以回家了..
可是换好衣服没多久又接到他们的电话说要去要去布特拉了..
这就是我可爱的朋友们,也只有他们能办到..
一起去疯疯颠颠.玩玩闹闹..
大家就这样挤一挤..有个还坐到车尾箱去,真厉害,多苗条的身材..
不过可能也因此被逼出米田共来..哈哈..
时间不算早了..所以拍了一些些照片就得离开,
还发现有官员来拍停泊在路边的车,不懂我们那两辆是否中招,中了自己想办法啦..哈哈..
别怕,我们应该不会降衰瓜..(笔于二九零七零七)..多希望时间别走到降快..
回家哈拉哈拉一下后..就倒上床搅搅猪了..
隔天睡醒..没做末..吃了午餐..是时候回去了..
臭人约了人踢球..天还是很亮..我自己来比较容易..
最后,要谢谢策划者,约了这么大班的朋友..(还好我有去..)
对我来说,要办这很不容易哦..
谢谢带我看看那边的地方,介绍加解释..让我多些了解博大生的生活..
谢谢无时无刻专心驾车,那份精神+注意力+专注力,应该消耗了很多吧..
我们别小看小小的鹿..让我有感高去了的机会.. :)
呵呵..它在闯新天地也..掌声鼓励鼓励..
当然,也要谢谢提供我地方睡啦,提供早餐,衣服,短裤..一大堆琐碎东西..
总之,谢谢带给我的这一切
开心.无悔
(文接于三零零七零七)
20070707
good advice
問題が滑らかではない時間を捜す理由を
生物的状態機会の
天候か運
続けていくときである
"そのような物があるべきではないし、
よいで「そしてそう進展できないし、
ことを自分自身を慰めるいろいろな種類の理由を考えていた捜す
スピーチは来ればから自信があ
完了できれば
2回目に完了できなければ実際に最初に完了できる来た
しかし重要現在を過ぎて
ため息がある変更が今直面する未来にあってはいけない
祈愿吧 你祈愿我就替你实现
寻求吧 你寻求我就替你发掘
叩门吧 你叩门我就替你打开
超超超好的妖精 不是吗
i have said i want to talk about this japanese series
proposal daisakusen
above are some of the meaningful phrases
one that will influence your mood and touch your heart
woo..now no mood to write much
stop here.
..
lots to write before this..
i put up some info read in newspaper..
助眠好食物
1.香蕉 (以前,补习老师说吃了会开心的)
2.菊花茶
3.温牛奶
4.燕麦片
5.亚麻籽
6.马铃薯
7.杏仁
8.火鸡
9.全麦面包
心情不好,吃豆腐
原来,当心情不好时,摄入高质量的碳水化合物会改善心情
比如:全麦食品,燕麦,蔬菜,水果和糙米另外,可吃大豆蛋白,如豆腐等
my face green green friend,
i tell you next time and you try is it true..
i believe the second short info is quite true,
i eat more to those food some period last semester
i could feel it..it may also be co-incidence
20070706
shapo...??
i am free and putting up all photos of me taken by my handphone yesterday..this handphone camera from quite clear to not so clear and finally turned to blur blur..haiz.. karaoke time
20070705
..
i am more and more keen to write here
i will make a summary soon
about what i have done during this holiday
hehe..
i am listening to penny song now
suddenly like to listen to her song
now when i listen to song, i will listen to the lyric as well
i like fish leong song..
she sings very well
and i like many many other songs
recently, i like to listen to celest- yuan liang, i think very nice
beside that,
i would like to say sorry to a friend of mine
in the same time thank you
sorry because i do not help much
thank you because ..emm..not knowing how to write
next time when i phoned him, i will tell him myself
i so shocked when i heard she told me no room any more
for the G, H and J block, then later she told me got some more 10 rooms left (G block full)
i am not sure whether is mean the ground floor or..
i am lucky because i go back last week
not on saturday that the office will closed on that day
and i met a officer that is so friendly
she let me picked the room i wanted
i have no idea and she let me have a look around then tell her later
the time is nearly the office break hour
faster i go back and take the key from her
she is waiting there
thanks so much
but so sorry to my other coursemate
i really do not know and not sure whether i will success to get the key or not
i do not inform you all i am going back purposely just to try my luck
i am scared i fail to get it as well
then i will waste my money and time (lucky i stay not really very far from KL compared to others)
that is why i am not telling you all except her because i am asking her question
i even think of how to lie if the officer say No to me
i at first will go back by bus
i cannot finish taking all my stuff at once,
so i take quite a lot of things back that time, one reason i insist to back KL
i think if that moment she saw me carrying so much in my bag and hand
and not letting me to have the key.. i will beg her and say that no place to stay..
but all happen differently..and it is over
now i can go back later, without worries
i am lucky
i have a good room, a good place
so i cannot complain anymore, know?!
ya, i know.
good night.
白羊座七月運~
本月份對白羊座來說是情緒起伏不小的一個月,上半月基本上運勢不錯,事情的進行也會比較順利,一改6月那種狀況頻出的狀態,讓你感到局勢開始明朗,尤其是剛進入七月的那個周你會感到壓力沒以前那麽大了,你可以安心的坐下來享受一下。但好景不長,進入下半月你的運勢就不是那麽順遂了,從中旬開始,中下旬,某件事段段續續的耗去比你預期久的時間才搞定,這會讓你感到有些不耐煩,所以說考驗你耐心的時機來了,急躁解決不了問題的哦!中殉之後你也容易跟人話不投機,談事情受到影響,出現一些人際上的矛盾,因此要多留意這段時間。月底那周狀況還會增多,心也不容易定下來,建議提前做好心理準備哦!
戀愛運方面,本月對白羊座來說,壓力會趕走一部分應來的桃花,影響到你原有的愛情好運!但是對於已經有另一半的白羊來說,本月你的兩性關係還不錯,除了跟情人能有不錯的互動和甜蜜的約會之外,你們也會一起在氣氛不錯的地方進餐或者購物,這多少讓你感到有些欣慰。
財運方面,本月白羊的花銷不小,雖然你一再告訴自己要開源節流,要適當的節省一下,但是無奈這個月你的開銷一個接著一個,讓你有些措手不及,其中有些還是不小的花費呢!省又沒法省掉,另外你自己的購物欲和口福大增,自己給自己也忍不住添了一些不該買的奢侈品。
1.牡羊座-隱士(逆位)+ 金幣十(逆位)【本月重點:這是重新調整心態作法的七月,請別讓躁動不安的心左右了方向喔!】現實環境依舊呈現欲振乏力的狀況,雖然本月的妳想要拋棄原則與理想去屈就環境,但無論如何都是無濟於事的,提醒你不要因內心的躁動不安而做了錯誤的判斷,此刻你更需要沈著應對,如果自己真無計可施的話,不妨尋求幫助管道,他人旁觀角度的建議,或許對你會是一劑強心針喔!這個階段是你重新分配處理財務計畫的時刻,請不要放棄尋求解決之道,堅定信念就會有契機喔!
七月看来过得不简单..
in the same time, hopefully both of them can have room..so wish they stay near me as well, if not i was surrounded by.. will be lonely.. :(
泪光闪闪 nada sousou
i not really understand the story
so not really interesting to me
is there any meaning behind the story
i not really quite sure
i have quite high expectation on this movie
as the main characters attract me
both boy-next-door and girl-next-door
同類の人間は家族または好むべきではないし、である苦痛結果人を持つことができない。
20070704
i want..
i dont want to go back
i dont want it come so soon
i dont want to wait the time to come
but i do have a happy holiday
i have a lot of things want to do in future:
i want to see sunrise
i want to see sunset
i want to go camping, sleep in tent build by ourselves
i want to go high hill to breath fresh air
i want to go greenie place, nature makes my mind relax
i want to sing karaoke, reason i mention before
i want to go waterfall to play
i want to go hot spring to see how it feel like
i want to watch fireflies because never see them in a group before
i want to go concert organised by 8tv
i want to chat from night to day
i want to do a lot of stupid stuff
i want to have fun when still young
i want to have good memory
i want to have no regret by the end
haha...all want want want
anything-also-want
(",)
20070703
sing song
we went to newbox sing karaoke
finally..we success to go..hehe
after saying for so many times
yeah, we make it.. \(^_^)/
i have a lot of fun there
i hope all of them also same with me
we sang..erm..erm...quite many songs
if they let us to continue singing until our lists finish would be more better
haha...always not realise the time goes by so fast when start to sing
two of them sang very well, they have a nice n good voice
he is not bad too..take sometime to 'collect' the feeling..hehe
yaya.. i know mine is not good
i admit that..i never say i am a good in singing nor good voice
but i enjoy it very much
who say only people who is good only can sing?!
hehe..NO
anyone also can sing K
for me, it does matter sing with who..
sing with those u feel never mind 'qian chou' in front them
sing with those who also like to sing,
and sing songs with quite similar style will be more better la :p
then can sing together mar..if not wanting to solo
express all through the songs
sing all your favourite songs...sad songs, happy songs, 'high' songs
dont care so much good or bad
as long as you enjoy it..then syiok!
sad love songs is more prefer..
she is also the same, she likes sad sad songs too
more 'charm' than me, i remember her friend said she only pick those sad songs
wow..if both of us going, will the environment mood be very down
no.. so have to sing a number of happy songs to 'high' :D
besides that, also feel happy for myself
those that i think is diffficult last time
actually it is not
those i think i would not doing it last time
i have done it
i am glad i m doing it well
it is a great great series..
last time i care too much
i think too much
i worried too much
now getting better..(give a pat on my shoulder)
if for last time, after seeing the new image
do u think i can accept it
do u think i will laugh when i getting home
do u think i will laugh at it too and look at mirror not complaining nonstoply
do u think i will step out so easily and not just hiding at home
ya..i do..i can..i will
getting stronger from 'down-side' / bad-side
just because of care, think, worried too much
that will make me become bad mood
make me not brave enough to face
i do not want to be like that
...
of course there will still be something cant be changed so easily
that why got a saying 本性难移..that's you,
so how to be different somemore
do it when u want to do
say it when u want to say
express it when u want to express
be honest to yourself,
if really want to..say..do..act
dont give yourself an excuse to wait for more suitable time
dont always expect people to understand what in your mind
dont say will do it tomorrow
cause none of us will really do it after that
u will either forget it
or u have change your mind
kenzo.. ^V^.. u are lucky
20070628
理性.感性
1st one is logic
eg: 1+1=2
second one is easier to understand from
eg: 1+1 will be say like 1.5+0.5, finally equal to 2
like say thing more beautifully
(above statement is explained by a skywood guy)
before further my words,
do you notice i do not write the title in english
because i do not know what the word
and i wonder why am i writing this in english
mandarin still what i prefer
i am going back to kl soon
i must make myself use to english
a ' 歪理' ..hehe..
i feel like early morning and late night
is the time when people become the 2nd one
and the afternoon period and other time
people mostly will be the 1st one
so now is early morning
to be the 2nd one
i have do it just now
-thank you-
i feel like you have helping me out in some way
quite happy hearing you say that
i have one feeling, one thought :
at least i dare to change, stop making her feeling bad
and other thought which i do not know how to explain
you not commenting much about it
but do say out when i asked
with no other purpose
or maybe you know what will i feel
that is what i have interpret
no care whether it's wrong or right
i hope you understand it too :)
but to be 1st one
i will not be here writing all about this so early
do you think i am so 'gan xing' one
will check what the answer say about me after i test
i am here because i cannot continue sleeping
i wake up early again this morning
and hard to fall asleep last night
dont know what the reason
after 1 something, i still awake
still can heard the vibrate at 12 something
my stomach not feeling quite well
may be not use to eat in this way
i say maybe
making me cannot rest well
but no regret
this is the 1st part of me
a bit hungry right now
going out soon
continue later
20070625
yesterday
i met four friends in hawker centre
the first respond from me was:
ohno, i wish i was not there
if i know they were here
i would not choose to be here
i am sorry guys for having this thought
i do say hi to all of you
i just do not know how to face it suddenly
forgive me o~
dont think i m cocky
no, i am not
yesterday
i went to my former school
i saw many of my friends
i still think that i have not overcome the fear of meeting whole gang of people
i am not comfortable when seeing too many people around
especially all i known them
i am excited and happy actually
but in the same time
i feel 'kekok'
i feel stiffed
haha...
later
we went for our lunch in panorama
with some of them
one saying now we have upgrade to higher level
last time panorama is like our 5 star hotel
not daring to go
but now it seem like a normal coffee shop
went there to eat lunch
hoho...
somemore later
my friends take me home
he suggested that he wanted to cut his hair
i said me too
then 3 of us go to cut our hair
another one just cut her hair few says ago
so she just sit aside looking us
he said he wanted to have hair that made him look thinner
so funny he was
i wanted to save for long hair
cut not much
but everyone who knows me sure know i have cut hair
because i have a new hairstyle
my 'front' hair cut short
it was straight at first (dont know the correct term)
she asked whether i used to it or not
if not she will cut layer a little bit
it was my first time cutting like this
quite shocked for me when taking the first look
i think she also could feel my suprise-ness
so she said she cut layer for me
then i see again
still okey
my friends say look fresh
when i backed home
my parents shocked and laughed too
haha...
dont be like that la
everyone must have the brave-ness to change
try acccept it
then it will look better and okey after some time
it makes me looks younger
haha...'cuter'
it looks better without the glass
ok
i stop here
bad new
seeing my juniors..
at first when reached school,
only one two representatives from ukm branch were there,
but that is okey,
i heard mr.ong said quite a number of students going ukm(i think i did heard he said branch)..
but to my surprise,
when asked them who are main campus one
almost all raised their hand, ya, should be all
except the only one..
although she is ukm branch,
she is not our faculty also,
she is a medical student..
oh no, i nearly fainted la..
seeing us as seniors more and more coming,
even those who are now in third year,
or even those who graduated also coming here,
to help, guide, or 'answer' their questions..
but at least there is still one person going,
(not sure about matrix student, heard none as well)
excluded medical and dentistry course
he is absent today..
in conclusion,
a bit disappointed,
a bit sad,
and speechless.
20070619
happy birthday
she is the one who influences me alot
personally i like her quite much
she has a good personality i feel
joyful, energetic,
bring happiness to people around
happy 21st birthday
it would be better if another friend, duatao is here
it would be more fun seeing two more than 10years friends together
of course cannot miss two of us also...
haha...but never mind, he has class to go
we celebrate ourselves..yeah
old classmate
we went to buy fruits on the way back
the shop was opened by my mother's old classmate
he saw my mom and called her name
wow..
after so many years, it's nice if somebody still can remember you
i am thinking of after 10years,20years,3oyears and so on
how many of them can still remember me?
or any memory can flash through their mind?
it's the same which happened yesterday morning
i went to lake garden and have a walk with my parents as usual
i saw my friends, jolin, laykee,sooktyng, and benghooi
suddenly appeared in my mind :
what about this group of four can turn out to be
kooichin,chaiming,zaoqi and me
three of them are my good friends
i hope and wish them all the best.
20070615
mascot

today i accidently saw beijing 2008 olympic mascot through frienster photos
the name given very special .. -beibei, jingjing, huanhuan, yingying, nini-
-beijing huan ying ni-
fu wa yingying, the name sound alike my name also :p
so i am here to introduce her and her friends


Yingying is this orang-ish one which look lively
20070614
20070613
another starting
another new day has come..
i choose to read
so now i am reading another story
it last till today lunch
i never feel hungry
yet always very full
because i am now at home
my parents scared i will be hungry
prepared a lot for me
wow, i not sure am i doing correctly
without the guidance of you
the information i read too long ago
you are my living dictionary
can easily answer my questions
it's so helpful to me
as i m not a so-hardworking-girl
who will search from the book
sometimes i think of you
wondering what are you doing right now
a bit of missing you :)
i feel lucky to share the same room with you
i need someone who 80% of time is energetic and enthusiatic beside me
to boost my energy level
someone who is optimistic
..
so thankful i am
20070612
111
the number of my total past posts
it's funny to say that
today i was unable to make decision on
whether to watch movies/series or to read novel
and i spend whole day not doing either one
...except morning my dad opened the singapore's movie
my friends always asking me similar questions
what you do at home...etc
actually, before they asking this type of questions
i do not feel bored staying at home because it is just the start
but then after somewhile
i also start getting bored but still feel that time goes by easily
as you can see, how i spend my 'today'
clock on the screen show : 10:59pm
another few more minutes, it time to bed
so soon right?
it seem like i keen to write on this few days
it's not a bad thing
in the movie,
just because he wrote his feeling in his blog
and accidently read by his parent
then only they knew their mistakes
but..i am not intend to be like him..
i do not face problems like him
i just think that
wriiten down the feelings or thoughts
is special for that moment, that time
as it would not repeat again
i felt like that when i read back my post
ya, i know..
this may only last for maybe one two days or a month or probably a year..
who knows..no one can predict future right..
except the character in 'heroes' which i have not watch yet
hope tomorrow is a nice day!
20070611
i am..
yes, that's right
i am still who i am
i talk a lot and act like a child when i am happy
i more quiet and look like more mature when i settle down
i hope the time dont flies so fast as i still want to enjoy my junior year
i looking forward to see my junoirs hoping some are from my hometown
i have change as well
i like myself more
i care for my body/health more
i like fruits more
20070608
...the past
i never know that when i coming back here again is the time my fren, chian coming back msia
so coinsidence bcoz the last post was she leave but now she is coming back
i just read through all my post since i start written
wow...quite praise myself :p
i wonder am i the one who wrote that..hehe
some i cant really remember what my feeling when wrote the post
no one knows
if they think they know..what they think of is wrong
20060906
good bye friend
because I've been to pizza n kfc a day before,
so I told my friend,shi chian, go mcd today...
but to my surprise, so many people came just now,
too many until can't chat really well...
kind of loosing my main reason - to chat with her
she is going to fly to outstation soon,
take care, my dear friend. keep in touch!
20060905
hi
seems like time for me to rest..although has assignments to do
thinking that have to go back on friday...haiz..sienz
life there what to say,dunno...time flies so fast, it's has been 2months ad
u wont feel boring because of nothing to do,but is full of 'things' for u to do..
even for a person like me who is not so active :)
what have i learned, let me explain to u next time i back,
still need time to digest...now yet ready
how's my other friends going from tpg?
honestly, very fews of them i m still contacting, mayb 1/2 msgs
even for some that might be quite friend with me last time
ya...living cost is high over there is high...maybe u can used it as excuse.
pls don't blame me...i not a 'zhu dong' person...n can reply by saying u also the same rite?
ok la, it's time to do my assignments...must finish it here in tpg!!!
20060630
ahHH........
还是只有我不同而已
习惯一个人的房间太久了.......
和人同房我可以吗
人家挺得顺我吗
习惯的东西太多了.......
是不是觉得我有点paranoid...
再见.我走了!
再见.下次见.
20060327
20060325
救命
要如何渡过呢,看的戏没做,很闷,
去唱歌,哈哈...
很佩服他们唱歌的,作末他们声音那么好听,
那种感动度,嗯...曾经听歌听到让你流眼泪吗?我会.
啊...别傻了!!
你说要带我去学的喔..可是现在天天都不见得得空,
怎样??不用紧,就拖迟一点也可以.
喂,真的不行...没理由待在这整天的嘛
现在不想睡...
对对对,我有计划,想都觉得好好笑,
我要做到,哈哈.......
就豆腐配肉浆,鸡蛋配大葱,加个青菜
哇,大工程勒,现还属兴奋啦....
陪你熬夜聊天到爆肝也没关系,
陪你逛街逛成扁平足也没关系
啦啦啦啦啦啦........!!!!
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改革
不懂也,有很多废话吧 :P
先给它来个改变,感觉怎样?
圣诞快到了,感觉圣诞都是冬天...冷冷地却又暖暖地,
说什么话,傻瓜!!
如果说真的有圣诞老公公可以达成你的愿望,你希望收到什么?
嗯...最好不要,不然那时贪心的我一定嫌一样不足够的
还是当童话就好,留下来让人幻想..
'你说别哭,我说不哭,然后我们都流下了眼泪...',刚听到的一句歌词
有关系吗? 没有.
神经!!
哎哟,过了圣诞,新年就来了呀
时间过得还真快,今年..可说是个不平凡的一年了
应该算是个还不错的一年.
紧张地,刺激地,拼命地,难熬地,放松地,懒懒地,快乐地,伤心地,难忘地,疯狂地,静静地,笨笨地...
好了啦,还要继续吗? 还有吗?!
够了!!
有事办.再会.




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