中秋节快乐

祝大家中秋节快乐!
虽然并没什么庆祝,或是提灯笼
但今天还算是个开心的一天..
那小小月饼..好吃
朋友妈妈做的月饼也好好吃..
还是要多散播'开心'种子..
好让身边的人得以感受..
你的开心也会形成我开心.. :)
我开心希望你也一样开心哦~
笑一个吧!

你<---->我

你我总是有距离
你希望不被遗忘
你希望得到注目
你总是等待别人
你喜欢一起欢乐
你享受有被需要
..............
这些我一样有同感
只是你的有些过度
你的依赖比他人高
你想要的比他人多
你比他人更自怜
你比他人更敏感
很抱歉
我真的有点难接受
你同时让我感辛苦
我不会再多加理会
我已尽出我所能了
不适合就是不适合
..............

害怕为自己做选择

[ 犹豫做选择,是一种躲避错误和逃避责任的方法, 因为, 这些犹豫做出选择的人认为, 如果不做决定,就不会有错误.] -马尔兹-

在人生过程中,绝大部分的选择权都握在自己手上,
但是,通常我们害怕为自己做选择,
因此,习惯性将这些选择权交给别人,
全权教授与别人来为自己做决定.

因为,我们担心一旦做出选择,
是好,是坏,都必须由自己全权负责,
因为,我们担心,一旦做出选择,
就会让自己从此失去抱怨和错怪别人的理由.


对我来说, 说得很对..
以后要更加勇敢去面对..

有一种人..

当看见他们
他们像会赐人力量
他们象是很少烦恼忧愁一样
让你觉得想笑..心情开朗
让你觉得其实事情很简单
让你深思为何他们可以降简单

你会觉得他们很厉害很棒

我遇见了这样的一种人.

有些时候..有些东西

有些时候
是不需要理由的
是不必有答案的

有些东西
是无法解释的
是没有原因的

也有些时候有些东西
不知道比知道来得好

模模糊糊清清楚楚
你会往哪一个方向..

confusing..

i am always not stable..
i am still confusing about myself
i am still searching for myself
that's why..

wow..

how long is my previous post..
without realising, i have written in so long
and yet not writing out all i want to express

most of the time,
we might be doing things without realising and consiously
and it is still so voluntary

how u wished she could asked for ur help
how u wished u had offered to help
and how u wished she turned to u
and trusted at u after all that had happened
i think everyone would have the same thought
just that u succeed by the end, get everything in ur dreams..

ya..i remembered
i remembered how u had helped me find the shoe
that needed to bring to singapore when they told us we cant wear sport shoe
how we have looked for it over the whole kolej, every block and every floor
and finally found it..and i just wore it once..hehe..
i know even is not me, u will also do the same, u has such a kindness in ur heart, am i right?
i remembered that was also another time
we repeated the same thing but were to look for a televisyen which can watch badminton competition
ya..i remembered..
i would want u to know that i felt comfortable whenever with u
and just so sorry when i cant let u know what am i thinking and why am i acting so
i keep alot inside me..and i am used to it
dont have to be trying to talk to me when there is nothing much to say
i like the silence sometimes more than words
sharing the silence moment together comfortably
and of course if u also can feel comfortable for that, and i hoped u do
i appreaciate our friendship..among all..and hope that u know it too..or i can tell u one day
although i called u siaopo..hehe..laugh more* until the next door come and knock the door..kaka
ya..i will remember..
thanks for the companionship..yeah!
first time intoducing u into my story..hoho..

so tiring at this moment..

just as my title has meant..
feel so tiring at this particular moment although i m not quite sure about the reason
i forced myself not to sleep at noon few days ago..
no..i should not say forced..it should be willingly and not wanting me to sleep
or most accurately i failed to sleep
because i was so drawn to the story borrowed from my friend
it's not really so suspicious after all..yet i still wanting to know how are they going on after that n that..
hehe..how crazy i am..just to adam n fluer..
i felt not sleepy at all when reading it..n of course so drawn to the wounded hero too.. :p
it would just appeared in the imagination but not in reality i should understand about that..

or is it due to the first time steeping into the clinic and the observation room..
what a good experience to us..so different when facing the real patient..
but in the meantime also making me think how few knowledge i have in hand /mind
it is true to say i have not really making enough effort in my studies..linking them to the cases
to know the results subjectively beside objectively test..
to applied what have learnt in class to clinic..and not just for examination purpose
and i have know so little about my future profession and carrier..
we really have to be more proffesional to let people knowing why we are needed
instead of just knowing how to operate the equipment which anyone also can have done it
ya..we have the skills that are more than others and we must master it well..not forgeting the knowledge
if not for our own good but also for the future of the child..
who depend much on us to help..ya..think more about that..

i think must be my mind still running during my sleep last night..i seem not waking up till now..
my eyes were telling me they cant open it fully..oh no..so bad they are..
woo..so dislike this state..how nice it would be if a cheerful u is still beside me la..hehe..
suddenly thinking of u..hehe..still practising yoga i wonder? but it is a good exercising..keep it on..
quite loosing contact with u after last semester break
but i believe u will be everything all right, am i right?
i am always the kind of person that will never that the lead but there is times of exception
i think i am so used to be waiting..

i m not really knowing what i am writing about..
i need to rest now..and have my lunch after that..
they are in puasa month..bt not i..
please make more dish for us if not please make a bigger portion..
so that enough for us..thanks so much..not meant to be unkind to u all..
forgive me for my own selfishness..
if not in this case..

nonverbal communication

一张相片说出了一切
一个眼神说出了一切
一个动作说出了一切

..communication..
it can be done nonverbal-ly
with meaningful-ly
of course with intentional-ly..

oops..
do u all teach nonverbal communication skill?
is it preverbal skill?
emm..
language--->communication ?!
ya..if u can speaks..
the paralinguistic (or metalinguistic?) enhance the meaning..

摄影

充满回忆的

森林..依然存在..

tada, kimi wo aishiteru

<现在只想爱着你>
改编自-恋爱写真-..很不错的一部戏..
套别人说的一句,保持一贯日式作风..
我就是喜欢,喜欢他们的拍摄方式,
他们的画面,他们运用的色彩.
他们的对白..

当中有句话很有印象..
-想让我喜欢的人所喜欢的人喜欢我- (syntax/semantic complex?!)
令男主角吓呆..呵呵..他呆呆的蛮可爱..

女主角好可爱好美哦..即使是戴着眼镜时..
她眼睛漂亮..可爱的笑容..天真的笑容..
想看NANA2..娜娜,奈奈还是一样吗?

看到市川拓司,觉得很熟悉..
原来也是<现在很想见你> 的原著,同样是我喜欢的一部日影..
下次得去找找他的作品,他的书..

生涯ただ一度のキス、ただ一度の戀
一生一次的吻, 一生一次的愛

爱哭

我并不是爱哭的
我不哭..

我并不是软弱的
我做得到..

我并不是傻瓜
我还是搞不懂

不能说的秘密

秘密不是都不能说的吗?说出了还算秘密?!

看了<不能说的秘密>,
嗯,好看..有意想不到的故事情节.
更另你佩服的是周杰伦的厉害, 他做了很多人做不到的事..
首次当导演,又是原创故事, 可以弄出一部很棒的戏;
又是创作型歌手,他的才华不用多说.
不得不赞赏他!!
早前看过他'听妈妈的话'之MV后,就对他有另种看法.

不懂,感觉孝顺的男生,
或是说顾家的男生..
很有'魅力'..很有吸引人之处..
有才华更不用说啦..

很台式的说话方式与对白,
有些话好想很难在平常对话出现..

看着时,突然想:
如果我也可遇到像叶湘伦降的一个人
那该有多好.
如果有小雨的勇气,直接..
也是有多好.

那晴依呢?
她..难道不难过吗,不可怜吗..
喜欢他是错的吗..
喜欢上不会喜欢自己的人,是很多故事都会出现的人
他们往往也是那种别人当坏人,妖精来看待的
可是那是他们真真想要的吗..
为什么他们总是被忽略..

想自己再看第二次..

p/s: 黄秋生又当他爸爸,呵..很会演的一位..