20051231

再见

再过几小时,就跟你说再见了.

也是时候与 1 字头告别, 迎接 2 字头.

好舍不得,想回头也难.

没关系.

一定要工作, 钱! 钱! 钱!


20051229

嗲..

哎哟...就是嗲.

20051226

失去

近期,看着姐姐那股对于她部落客的'热忱'
我才发现我已没像当初那样常来这里写东东了..
我并不怎么习惯将所有事情都让大家知道
不太懂得分享的乐趣吧,我猜..
嗯..不写了.
晚安.

20051220

改革

好像上两次都没写到什么,这次呢?
不懂也,有很多废话吧 :P
先给它来个改变,感觉怎样?
圣诞快到了,感觉圣诞都是冬天...冷冷地却又暖暖地,
说什么话,傻瓜!!
如果说真的有圣诞老公公可以达成你的愿望,你希望收到什么?
嗯...最好不要,不然那时贪心的我一定嫌一样不足够的
还是当童话就好,留下来让人幻想..
'你说别哭,我说不哭,然后我们都流下了眼泪...',刚听到的一句歌词
有关系吗? 没有.
神经!!
哎哟,过了圣诞,新年就来了呀
时间过得还真快,今年..可说是个不平凡的一年了
应该算是个还不错的一年.
紧张地,刺激地,拼命地,难熬地,放松地,懒懒地,快乐地,伤心地,难忘地,疯狂地,静静地,笨笨地...
好了啦,还要继续吗? 还有吗?!
够了!!
有事办.再会.

20051202

eh...

what's making me coming here today
i dunno...
ohno, i lazy to continue anymore
going to stop soon, or here.
i ll come again when i really wanna write something
tata^^

20051123

再次回来了..

好久不见,我又回来了!
今天是考完试后的第二天...感觉好像过了很久也
原本我有好多好多东西想说,想写,
可是却不懂该怎么说,没在那时刻写,心情变了,就不想再写了

停顿一会儿,我要去冲凉先,待会再见.

20051015

happy birthday !!! *(^_^)*

wish u hv a happy happy happy n happy

birthday.....(",)

-yang yang ni-

20051009

ho~

how to say ler? this few days can be considered not bad gua n hv time tat is vr song...
i adi not knowing how to differentiate between good n bad,haha
but too bad is when every time i feel good, it's when i m lazy'ing (means i not study'g)
i think it's jz bcoz i m a lllaaaaazzzzyhamster mar...haha
cannot change to better person adi..no cure!

20050928

:)*

*:-)

feel so good n great n warm

:p

it's enough

20050925

tomorrow

tomorrow is coming, n i dont like it very much
i finally have to face something that i would not like to
i does not or wont want to admit, but i do wish if the day will come later
at least not now,ok?!
i also not sure what's the reason, until just now
when i going for my dinner, i saw one car
omg...i m so scared that i will meet someone inside there
but at last it did not happen too
i know for sure tomorrow i will feel sad, disappointed n maybe frustated
but no one can change the truth rite
so why should i worry so much then? i dont know.
but at least this few days i did not think about it so much
i have my own way to make myself happy :P
before i am going to face it, let me find some 'fun' first okey?
(at this moment, u must say okey adi)
and because of u, i started to like devil
a kind-hearted, matured n quite good-looking devil
........................
hoo, i stop at here.
good night.

20050923

boundary ?!

i found out that i actually live in a small 'boundary'
i will always stay at the same place i used to be
i will never step out from there...no,not never, is seldom
maybe i dont like being too far from the original place
or i dont like a lot of changes in my life
that is where my worries come from, rite?
while in school, most of the time, i will stay at my class at my sitting place
i not likely going to other classes n i have some kind of bad feeling when doing it
haha...crazy isnt it? i feel horror....

20050908

tired-ness

ya...i m really tired...i need 'energy'

it is a bit difficult for me to finish all the chapters
but i ll still try my best
n do the best i could
i will n i must !

20050902

hello...

hello again...long time i din find u,miss me?!hehe...
our fren fall sick adi,u noe? but he haven go for any check
coz i think the treatment ll not b cheap n my trial is coming soon
so it has to be delayed
but then i think he is going to leave me soon too...:(
but nvm, a new fren ll come soon rite?!
later, i may not come n find u so frequent
as my exam is starting next week, wish me gd luck ya!
the stupid pa is so boring n make me fall asleep jz now
.....haha, i have to go again, c u .

20050816

黑暗

今天补习那儿停点,不,该说除了补习班
四周围都黑漆漆,因为停点.
我们在黑暗中等待,
黑暗中爬楼梯...
补完,又得再次陷入黑暗中..
朋友一个接一个回去
我还是一样等着
开始感到害怕,尤其当我一个人站在那边
所以我走到朋友旁边
还好还有他们

我从不知道我是那么胆小的
或是说我不愿承认其实我胆小
一点点小事
我也感到害怕
我怕,
去看医生时,他告诉我患重病;
读不完该读的;考试会考到很差;
朋友们生气我;
说了不该说的话惹怒别人;
表达不出我想说的而带来的尴尬;
瞬间的沉静;
闷坏/吵到我身边的朋友;
无形中让身边的人感到沉重;
............
我怕.



我不要这样!

20050815

怪怪..

最近,感觉怪怪地...
也不懂该怎么说..若要完完全全写完
那我想不可能,写不出来..
也可能会写到好长好长..
唉,没用的家伙!
难道想什么你不懂的吗?
似懂非懂...呵呵~

20050809

好累喔..

哇..有点想睡了...
不行也,现在还很早,
想想办法醒醒.
要做什么好呢?
嗯............................想着.
怎么办?还是很倦.
伸呼吸....喝口水...
如果换成别人,我肯定叫你
鸭子跳一百下..呵呵!
好了,废话说完.


前天,
[ 你对我来说什么都不是]
隔天,
[你对我来说并不是什么都不是]
...真被你搞到乱了....

20050807

心情....加油

心情好,什么都好
情绪化的我就是这个样子
哈,我不介意你们认为我是'怪胎'...
(我自己那么想的)
距离试考比一个月少一点点
现在开始可能迟了一点
不过我一定要尽力,
为了你们也好,为了我也好,
一定要加油 !
先给自己些鼓励..呵呵,
我要去读书了.再会.
还有,我所有朋友,你们也一定要加油,
我同样为你们打气-打油,哈哈哈.
(我当加油站好了啦,政府起价,我不起,哦科)

改变

对,我需要改变.

20050805

hahaha

hehee...the movie makes me laugh
some of the stupid stupid actions very funny
but sometimes the dialogoe very touching too
hahaaaa.....a
sei lo...sei lo
cannot wait,next week final episode cannot watch
so i must download n see before them
siao kia!!!

20050804

one more day is over

就这样一天什么没做有快十一点了
反正都没差别,就待在此写写东东
今天天气不同,比平常凉
英文没老师,通常会找东西做
但今天不同,找人聊
很爽,我又有新发现,哈
没想到你我想法一样,呵呵
过后和大肥小华谈,听他们三人
讲回小学事情,好好笑

大肥和靓仔是我认为中六中最好的人,男生
耶耶耶!
我喜欢'雨晴','三卡拉'..真的真的
你们要加油!

很累...
blur-blur 去

something

i have something to say
dida n mima...
sometimes i feel sorry to u
i always so bad...
say something bad
behave badly...
i dont want to be like that
i just cannot control myself
my temper is not good,
maybe my EQ low,hardly i control my emotion
i am emotional...
esp when i not happy, i say something wrongly
i actually do not mean it
pls forgive me

20050803

老师

老师真的不容易当
学生们到底想要有怎样的老师
幽默?有学问(尤其要教高中)?....
以为老师是神嚒
他们可能发生为了教好你们
花多少年来时间去准备
甚至'温习'的时间比你们还长
我想他们也担心教错
经验方面真的很重要
我也不知该怎么说,总之
真应该尊重他们!

haih...

what kind of people are u?
pen gone
A4 paper finished

i dont know how to do my maths
cannot even solve one question
i so disappointed
text book questions- dont know
exercise paper- also dont know too
aiyoyo....
should have ask 'arrow' help me !

i will clean my computer as soon as possible,ok
maybe on this weekends or next
dont come back and take it away so soon..keke
i will miss 'it'
when i clean it, i will check is the dust
so thick until it can make a cup of coffee
like what u have said...neh, impossible so dirty! ;p
my burner has already bought
now is at 'dida' place, i will move it to my place later

20050802

hmm..

i think it's back to normal again
i m glad about it
finally it is over..i hope so
the feeling coming back soon right?
that time is hard to 'deal' with
if i say suffering, will it be too serious
can't think of other words.. :P

hehe~ "go-go"

20050801

l.u.c.k.y

my handphone died...then alive again
then fall sick..and now i think recovered adi
i need to buy my burner as soon as possible
if not my movie will all gone
suppose it should be gone yesterday
after doing all night, the other cpu went wrong
in the end, i can still using this pc for a moment :)

20050730

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20050728

good night

good night everyone
i m going to sleep now
hope you all have a sweet dream
^.-

20050722

毕业晚会

今天是我们中六生的毕业晚会
喔....毕业了!!!! (我不要勒..)

今天可算蛮好运,
这么多次幸运抽奖,从来没有抽到我
没想到今晚竟然会抽中我勒,
而且是第一个号码,8866,哈哈~
可是我没胆走上台,结果叫了朋友替我拿
.......是本烂草稿纸

还有拍了很多张相片
至少有25张
想与他们有张相片留念
累积累积就这么多了

很多人穿得好美好美
比老师们还要美

遇见小学老师,
和英文老师谈了一会儿,
老师祝我好运,不错.

原本还想在宴会结束后和群朋友去喝茶
好像去,又犹豫要不要去,
最后还是没去了,坐朋友车回

20050718

开心

今天,muet成绩出了,
我很开心,很开心拿到band 5
..
其实,也不是这原因而已
只是突然有种想法
为什么我要不开心呢
开心也过一天,伤心也是
为何我要自寻麻烦呢
那些问题迟早会有答案
需要的是时间而已嘛
还有,别太在意别人投入的眼光
我相信这样会好过些...
倒不如别想那么多,
尽量享受快乐的时段..哈哈
学习把快乐放大...我现在学着勒

我的朋友们
我很开心认识你们
也许我不是你最好朋友
没关系...
若你我另交新朋友,
没关系,我不会忘记你们的.
只要有人陪我说话,我会开心
如果有人信任我,我也很开心

20050717

耶...!

今天心情很好勒...
哈哈~
美好的一天.

20050714

alienated

i feel alienated...
to anyone, at anywhere
and this feeling is getting stronger and stronger
.
.
.
i am sick (mentally)
forgive me for thinking something differently

how to concentrate?

recently,i find myself fail to concentrate
i find it hard to do my homework, revision
i am lazy to think the solution when
i came across some problems
i may just put it away and
telling myself not to think anymore
or waiting for the answer to come itself
today i listen to a teacher/pk's 'talk'
he had looked at our results and felt worried for us
he would like to know the problems we are facing
and finally a conclusion is that we all sleep too much
maybe he is correct because among 48 students
only 4 of them said they dont sleep at noon
but i dont think this is my main cause
i now have control my time of sleep
i make it to about 30 minutes or sometimes more
but then i feel tired n less energy when i come to school
is it because i dont have enough sleep? i am not sure about it
then he set a time-table for us
which we need to study at least 4 hours a day(from 4-6pm n 8-10pm)
haha..i know how to plan too

just that is my planing working?
but i could see most people start doing their revision
they also put their effort and i believe no one likes bad results
when everyone is changing, how about me
getting worst and worst
i should have cut down my time surfing the net
and stop finding problems to myself
i am really very good at wasting time

20050713

.知道.不知道.

总是会有些时候
你会在不经意间
说了些不该说的
作了些不该作的
不小心就这样地
得罪别人而不懂
你不去改变状况
任由它自然发展
当你想去改变时
已不知从何下手

20050711

季节性水果

最近是榴槤和山竹的季节
到处可以看见它们的'行踪'
可是再过不久季节过了时
就不会在出现了
我妈说以前人们很喜欢吃榴槤
有人将它配饭吃..卖到比现在价钱还贵
可是轮到我们这一年代,
好象大家都不那么喜欢了..
水果有季节
是不是每一样东西都有季节的呢
意味着那季节过去了,就会有变化
找不回那时的味道.....

被遗忘的小猫

街角的那只小猫
对着我喵喵叫:
它说,我总是被遗忘
问我为什么?
我回它,
是你想太多了
希望你别再问我了.
下次遇见我时
只准告诉我些好消息,喔喀?

20050710

我很怕.

20050709

啊...什么主题好呢?

真的...很多事情不能看表面
很多事并不如你们以为的那样
真的那么好吗?谁如此肯定呢?
------------------------------------
还记得他说的句话,
遇到考验时,自然就分出了轻重..
你有问题时第一时间想起谁?
------------------------------------
这两年,若问我学会什么
我想该是做人不要太老实,
不要太死板,不要太守规则
要'关心'四周围发生的事情...
有改变,不代表不好.
在乎的是看你怎样想
怎样面对和对待而已
-----------------------------------
大家都很幸福..要好好珍惜!
幸福到有时不会好好想
-----------------------------------
一起经历的时段会很难忘的吧?
好羡慕喔..
-----------------------------------
还有,谢谢你

20050708

最好人!

sam和vincent你们是最好人了......

家长日

嗨,我回来了!
今天家长日,班上很少人
在雨亭等了又等.
哈哈,听到老师没有投诉我..松了口气
老师竟然讲有位老师说我勤力(嘻..)
只有我知道我是懒惰虫
不过,惨了
就是说下次我不可以很糟糕

---------*---------*----------
相信没有人会每天花至少六小时对着电脑吧!

20050707

佩服 !

我很佩服你,还有妳,
你们真的很棒

呵~可能基因问题,
所以我'索索傻傻地'...

你,无论何时
都会听到有人赞许
哪方面都处理的相当好
妳,也一样嘛
近来写些如此
深奥/感伤/无厘头类似的东西
不错!哈~

好多想写,一言难尽.(我厉害勒)

有谁...?

有谁每次上课想睡觉
有谁每天吃饱第一时间开电脑
有谁每个下午不是上网就是睡觉
有谁每个傍晚都在看戏
有谁到了晚上也离不开电脑
有谁花了很长时间但实际上没做到什么
有谁做事总是满吞吞
有谁......

20050622

一点都不乐趣

上个星期,生物实验得剖老鼠
我朋友告诉我,她终于发现生物的乐趣
我回了她一句,我才终于知道生物是不乐趣的
(我还记得她曾告诉我,他们曾经把捉到的老鼠拿来折磨,
过后她还觉得'很开心'(或很爽之类),我说她心理有问题)
很恐怖勒,刚开始,还挺难受
没办法,有分数的,不练习不行.
明天又有一次..哎唷..

20050617

星座

发现好多人蛮喜欢看星座的
最近图书馆出了本书刊
他们一翻开来看的就是星座那页
而我也看了我的,(其实曾看过那篇)
题目: 十二星座之最――星座最怕

白羊座-----最怕输给别人、怕失败怕无聊

20050615

推销员

要当一名出色的推销员的确不容易
不是随便说说几句便可,
曾经有个人用了20分钟,一天接一天,
即使已用尽所有能力:包括减价,唱歌...
结果还是卖不出
你还有什么能讲,都怪经济不景嘛...

20050611

假期完?!

很久没更新...上回假期刚到,现在假期即将完毕
可能这原因,我很不爽!
今天一睡醒就心情不好.
原本不想起床..不过最后还是起来
心情不美时,看什么都不顺眼....什么都...

快到太平湖时,看见一辆矮矮死死扁扁的车.--故事完
不过,奇怪今天来了特别多动物,有长脚鸟,松鼠...
还见到像蛇的鱼.看着他们.
长脚鸟单独在找早餐..找到湖中那条像蛇的鱼,可是勒
鱼有点长,它好像吞不下..之后就不知道了
过后看见一只松鼠在树上跳来跳去,我问妈它去哪里,妈说找东西吃.
走到半路就回了,没遇见爸朋友,时间也比平常迟,'里面'空气不清新
又再次碰上那松鼠,有个人带孩子看,
它跳不上竹树,眼见无路可逃,快要跳湖了...嘻,没跳啦!
而那只长脚鸟依旧在同个地方,寻找它的美食,被它吃掉的真倒霉.
就这样..心情就好多了..呵~
原本不想多说话,也突然话多多.
有没发现,心情好时话说会说得较多,(废话也是)...通常啦.

p/s: 惨..书包还没洗,校鞋还没搽鞋水...还好铅笔盒洗了,领带洗了
总算打和.

20050603

horoscope

here's what my friendster horoscope for aries written :

The future is always in motion, so don't stress if you can't quite make out your goal right now. Simply deal with events as they come along, and try not to control or predict the future too stringently. After all, life has many wonderful surprises to offer, but the trick is to be in a receptive state so you can appreciate the surprise. For right now, put the past behind you and focus on the present. The future will be here before you know it.

20050528

假期来咯

假期开始咯..
糟了,我不知道该怎么过?
虽我每次说要做完我的数学,好多好多没做
又说要读书,时间不多了,唉...都不晓得能做到多少?
我就不是努力派地...哪会假期首天就作功课勒
就像今天我....上网时间很长
下载好多首日歌,因为有个老友介绍嘛
不过还真是挺'正'的..喜欢仓木麻衣的歌
(为何说老友..哈,因为是认识最久的吧!)
而且我觉得自己有睡觉症..很会睡
可以睡正个下午,即使我没睡意,
但还是会认为没事做(其实是有)而叫自己去睡..神精的..
都不懂几时懒虫找上我
不用紧,我是这样想的,有心情时自然会读,呵~

20050527

教师节

今年我过了个蛮特别的教师节
也是我最后一年可以庆祝
以往的教师节都没给我留下什么印象
感觉像从没度过般
今年由于我要帮我朋友
所以一早就到达学校
怕我迟来地她竟然比我还要迟
我们之后到办公室替老师 '黏' 上'花'
有很多颜色:深红,鸭屎青,蓝,橙,青,米..
有些老师还为什么颜色才衬上他们的衣而烦
呵呵~我们数学老师更好笑!不好意思黏,不会怎样黏
过后到会议室'休息',走出来时听见掌声响起,偷偷走去看周会
喔..周会完了,老师们到礼堂拍照,
我去帮他们将礼蓝分给给老师...
最糟是老师名字已写好,要确定没分错
老师们接着到会议室享受糕点,米粉等
耶! 游戏不久就开始
看完telematch,就去看羽毛球比赛
我班两名代表以一场(21粒)定胜败
结果他们打胜..我们问他为什么不放水
他竟然说:你没见我放水了吗? <哗...?!>
在班上坐了一下,就到礼堂看看
最后有节目表演: 歌唱,跳舞,choral speaking..我
就这样度过今年地教师节

20050524

生日.快乐

今天是我一位朋友生日,
我祝福她天天开心,心想事成.
还记得前年假期,我与个朋友在她家门前聊天
聊到忘了时间,再看时钟时已是午夜12.30左右..
糟了...心想这么夜了,回到家肯定会被骂
结果在回家途中就见到我爸驾摩托车要来载我
嘻嘻...
现在许久没与她聊天了,不同班了,
交地朋友也不同,话题当然也有些分别了
她有她的故事,我也有我自己的故事...

20050523

星期日

昨天是卫塞节
一大清早起身后,
到三乘当义工,
帮忙那边的义卖会
美晶,雪蕊,雪薇,莹莹,翠婷等也在那儿
我们都站在同一地方帮忙卖
呵呵..我们都不会'拉客',静静站着等人来买
好好笑的是当三个兄妹来买时
他介绍这,我介绍那..我们轮流说
那情景非常搞笑,他们也给我们弄乱了..
最后老大才先决定买什么.
虽然卖东西不是我的专长
尤其需要我'出声'推销的那种
但能帮上些忙还是蛮开心的
大约中午我就回家了,
到家后连凉也还没冲,就倒在床上睡去..呵呵~
醒来下好大地雨,要用电脑也不行,
雨小些时,我在客厅开F.I.R的新歌
开到大大声,好过瘾...(喜欢他们的千年之恋,刺鸟)
到了晚上,我们出去吃晚餐
之后要看游行,妈说佛教会已23年没举办了
我们不懂他们走那条路,看到大地有很多人
在kota road等了一会,发现他们'行踪'后
知道会经过哪条街,等了又等..哈,终于出现了!
我见到许多朋友也有参与游行,我也想参呢
有些见到我有些没...开心.
回家玩了'找字游戏'一阵,有明显进步,呵..
之后又有节目看(虽然我已知道谁是胜利者)
看完原本想睡了..不过刚上网读到Raikonen在Monaco GP拿第一,
在二十多圈有意外...
结果新闻完毕后,有重播
爸叫了我,我们等那一刻..等等等...
看到了! 好,关电视机回房..哈
终于是时候睡了,午夜一点半左右.

星期六

一星期里,
我好喜欢星期六,也好讨厌星期六
喜欢一周才上演一次的日剧终于可以看到
感觉上我等了它很久,
不过,同时也讨厌我又得洗校鞋了,我懒惰洗
常说为什么这么快我又星期六,害我又得洗鞋
真的很矛盾...

讨厌日剧作到这么好看
很喜欢这套<让爱看得见>,很感动
刚播去的那集...五分之四的时间我在流眼泪
尤其听到它那好好听地插曲..(给亲爱的你) 和主题曲..(给世间万物)
她父亲非常伟大,很疼爱她...

为什么他要骗她
为什么因为喜欢她而选择离开
因为不要她放弃工作?为她好?
但也因此她受了很大伤害,不是吗?
好期待结局...一定要好结局,一定要!

四季,
很喜欢你的笑容
你的笑容很美
能努力到现在,是因为你灿烂地笑容
很庆幸认识你
..俊介

20050516

问题

我有问题
朋友问我考卷拿回了吗
其实分了一些,但就是想不起
因为..可能数学还没分(我最担心一科)
所以感觉成绩还没拿到...

还有最近因我两位朋友
得空没事开了个玩笑
结果..害我被人取笑
连好久不见的朋友都一样
真是 geram !!

20050511

worry..

i m worried about tomorrow's muet test- speaking
i m really very seldom speak in english
or i would say never if not forced to
at first, i do not afraid much,
i think just let it be
watever topic it gives, i ll try my best to speak out
but now, a day before the test,
i started to think whether
i could understand the task tomorrow
can i deliver the points
can i find the correct vocab
can i make it to 2 minutes
can i speak fluently
please let me do the best i could

20050510

sorry

对不起,朋友
我不是要'害'你的
不知该怎么说
我真的后悔
感到害怕
发现我做错了
对不起

20050423

中毒..virus

我连自己在想什么都不知道,哪里可能有人会明白
有时怀疑头脑中毒了.....
可以一面念书,一面发呆,脑海里想的并不是数学,化学或生物
那些只会令人感到压力,讨厌.
其他人肯定以为我每天读书读书,
如果他们知道真相一定大失所望
我不想害别人,他们应该好好读书,
等待改变.

..

哎呀.........读不进
我想读,但就是读来读去都是那一行,那一面...唉
怎么办?大家都在拼时,
我在房间就想上网,
一去客厅就会看戏.
啊 !!!!!
快发疯了
米牙米牙, 快救救我 !!!

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊.........

20050326

哈....经典

刚刚看完之前来得及录下仅剩20分钟的<冰上捍将>...

晴春说: 我该早点听你的,
恋爱不是游戏,一旦动了真情,
就会完全失去自我,
那时我竟然认为她比冰棍球还重要
不过现在我除了冰棍球什么都不想
....这世上没有一个女人适合我

结果被亚树听见了...

你很自私
你真的很自私
你根本就是这种人
因为你从来不想去爱任何人....

唉,没用的..

你没有用了,什么都不懂,
以前不学啦,看人家会不会笑你..
又不是没有机会,看你要还是不要而已,
下次向长辈偷师,再加上后天的努力,肯定成功.
别这样懒惰...清理工作不会花很多时间的.
下次要逼你做才行,不然以后你一个人不知活得下去吗
如果不逼你的话,多久你也只停留在原地罢了,对不对?


我看,你是最差的了,
你说,你有什么专长?
行政,交际,娱乐,学业,运动,厨义...
没有一个你擅长的
甚至'半桶水'都不到
唉...真失败!
日子过得毫无意义
该好好反省...

20050323

糟.

这几天,日子过得很辛苦,作么呐?
因为天气炎热? 有可能.
还是面对难题? 也有可能.
有时,真搞不懂你,为什么总是替自己给这么多理由?
越来越对你感到模糊,再也弄不清,哪个才是真正的你?
请你拿出勇敢去面对,要不然...我也不晓得后果会怎样.
别忘记,你还有我,一个可以发泄的对象.
呵呵...你功课做到哪里?要努力,别懒惰喔!
别看戏,唱歌,发梦,睡觉而忘了前面的路途.
好了,不写啦.下次再谈.
(",)

20050317

my friends

after reading my friend's article,
it inspires me to write something like this
i have many kinds of friends
online-friend
which can be divided to two groups : through mailing or chatting
i prefer knowing a person by this way
because it helps me get closer to some of my friends...ya that's true!
the most importan is it saves money.hehe~
phone-friend
this category of friends cost me a lot.y m i saying so?
when u think of the bill u r going to receive soon,then u ll understand what i mean.
snailmail-friend
maybe the way i wrote a letter too boring

or my handwritting is illegible(no way...)
i very seldom get reply from them

but i m also too lazy to reply if i received theirs ...weird,rite?!
nono....suddenly i remember i have a snailmail-friend before
she is younger than me, n having the same name with me(in chinese)
hi-bye-friend
i think most of our classmates or 'form-mates' are under this category
we do not talk much but to be polite,we will smile to each other everytime we meet.
maybe we dont have the chance to know each other better
hence, lead to this phenomena
miss-called-friend
living in modern lifestyle,we have new ways to contact with our friends too
some friends u would want to miss-call them everyday,

as if in a form of saying 'hello' ; not wanting them to forget u ;
or to remind them u r still there-alive(haha~)
it's just a simple yet effective way to keep in touch with others
-----
there are still many more
someone who u spend time with them all the time
someone who will be there for u whenever u need them
someone who will share problems together with u
someone......

20050315

i wish

last week the results of SPM was announced
yesterday was the turn for STPM
seeing people expressions: happy,excited,dissappointed,sad...
i don't know what would happen to me next year
i m scared too
the pressure is starting to build inside me
i admit,
i am a greedy person
i always aim to the best
but then
i do not work as hard as i should be....too playful sometimes
i should have push myself a little bit more
it's helpful if only not over the limit

now in holiday

nth much to write,
no idea, no title,
just want to update my blogger.
as my title mention:
i m now in a one-week-holiday,
it's too short to relax and
also too short to finish our homeworks as well
so i choose to
work a bit, play a bit,read a bit
sleep a bit, everything doing a bit
hehee..
besides i found out that i m actually
can do any kind of occupation
eventhough not professional
but it's still ok as a part-time
hohoho~
when i too free,
i will imagine a lot,from here to there...
please do accept the creative side of me
^_^

20050306

quenstion...answer...

ppl like to ask me some complicated questions
which i dunno how to answer
i really never think of it
on the other hand,
some simple and easy problems
i ll think so deep that it becomes complicated
in the conclusion, or mayb..
it depends on the topics that influence me

or simply bcoz i m just a weird person
that very 'mao dun'
i also not knowing myself very well
ohoh...

20050304

m i thinking too much

i took my chemistry results today,
actually my score is not bad,
not as bad as i think of
but then when i get back my paper
i know i am not satisfied with my mark
but after coming home,
my thought not the same anymore,
i felt happy for getting this mark

so, am i thinking too much
ya...maybe
i just thinking too much on it.
haha~

20050303

oh no...

my monthly test last today,
i should be happy it's finally over
but then i m feeling sad rite now..
coz thinking of the chemistry paper today
i cant remeber what struck my mind at that time,
i nearly fainted when i watched my watch
it's around 0850 and i just managed to finish

2 structure only : 2 STRUCTUREs !!!
oh no....i have used 35 minutes on this 2 questions without realising,
even worse is that, i not yet finish the 1st question

i started to panic,
it's not a good sign during exam,
everytime whenever i panic during answering,
i cant answer well
coz i cant think properly though i know how to do
my objective part....haih...:(

feeling so sad n fructrated on myself ! arghh !
this subject is the only subject i studied finish

but see what happen at the end....

20050214

happy chinese new year

on the 1st day of chinese new year
i m not in tpg until nite
ya..the 1st time not in tpg on the 1st day!
rite after coming home...3 friends came to visit me(but i noe they came to 'bluff' angpao one..keke)
so one day is over...

on Nian Chu Er,
is time to visit our relatives, =D
we went to ah-ma, dua-yi n ah-pek's house
then later at evening, a special friend came
so surpring + happy!

on the 3rd day,
in the morning, my baby gal came, we all miss her alot,
she is very quiet, fairer than last time
later at noon,for the 1st time i going out with friends to visit my friends, :p
a handsome guy, a story teller , a chicken n a monitor
later there was also a pretty n nice girl together with us
i felt great.

so..my holiday came to an end
on the 4th n 5th day, everything going back to normal again
all my cousin went back to work
my sis going back to study, my brother is working
haih...time flies

20050130

Missing u

all of us missing u

how r u now?
do u still remember us?
do u miss us?
will u come back to visit us in the cny?


really miss u

20050126

i m sorry

recently, i have made a lot of mistakes
i regret but it's too late
knowing nothing much can be done
it's over and all i can do is to say sorry !!

whenever i m not in good mood
i tend to make more mistakes
but soon i will feel very bad


i m scared....tired


20050101

leaving me

today is the new year of 2005
it's a bad new year because of the tsunami
and i m sad as my lovely gal - xuelin is leaving me
she is going back to her house in kl

i still remember when she arrived at our house
she is just 1 month old, sleeping all the times
i m afraid of cuddling her

but now she is two years old
becomes taller n prettier n getting darker as she 'kai kai' everyday
running here and there, climbing up and down,
talkative : cant stop talking ( in mandarin, hokkien and english)
talented, acting a lot...can be the best actress :)
likes singing very much...she even knows how to sing fish leong's song - ning xia

she is really cute
making all my family members laughing,
but sometimes she makes me 'key si'

i will be missing her very much !!!